ideas all over the space

i miss grandma!

2008-10-08T23:43:00.005+08:00

Even though grandma had left us, but she left behind great memories and a really lovely family.

We promised we will uphold this family together and stay closely knitted because this is what grandma wants to see and we must fulfilled what we promise.

I really miss her a lot. Sometimes it's really too LATE when u realise u lost something to time. If there's another chance, I want to be her grand-daughter my next life and make up for the time lost this life-time.

Credits: drawn by HuAhCai

I love the family and they are my greatest strengths through all these...i hope we will all treasure our future gathering time together...

Even though i was not able to celebrate my birthday, but i have a bunch of lovely cousins who really make my day...thank you my ah yan jie jie and HuAhHar for the cake and birthday gift...it's really quite a surprised for me and i'm quite "gan dong" =))) thank you HuAhCai for the below drawing! =)))

too long din update

2008-09-29T22:56:00.004+08:00

too many ppl are complaining abt me not updating the blog...

firstly is because i was too busy being an exercise freak the past month and life wasn't veri exciting afterall...

recently grandma is sick...it's seems like time is veri short...the only thing to do now is to spend as much time with her as possible.

For now, grandma is in coma stage...she no longer knows wad's happening ard and even we pinch on her toes and thumb she did not give us much reaction. Doctor says, her liver and kidney are badly infected. She was hospitalised for 5 days given the strongest antibiotic, but still of not much improvement. Then uncle finally decided to let her discharge because her BP doesn't seem good.

Now she's back at home with BP and pulse were normal for the past week and these 2 days it seems like BP is dropping slightly, but still at the normal range. It really hurts to see her like this...

since i din update for so long i shall post some of the photos of my recent activities.

We had class outing at sentosa on 30 Aug 2008...quite small scale..not of much interaction...just bathing under the hot sun...

I finally went for the first race in my life on 31 Aug 2008...NIKE HUMAN RACE. An experience for me...i did enjoy jogging! hahhah!! however the crowd control and organisation was bad...causing human jam... -_-""

Finally completion of the race:

For past events, please visit my facebook...too much to say and too much i have missed sharing..

Then last Saturday i went to play Paintball with the Avnet peeps..it's seriously fun... this ppl are really spontaneous bunch of ppl... I was only shot 4 shots and it all happened in the last friendly round, when one of my colleague actually ask me to drop my gun and run for the armour box...then, i din think any further and ran, which i was stupid. My gun still has bullets and the fat man should be the one runninG! ^^

First group in action.

Surprisely with me in the team we are still the WINNING TEAM

The pain inflicted on me i will neva forget...the best part is everyone got shot but only Kelly Lim and I have bruises...and it just soo happen that she had on her right arm i had mine on the left arm...she had one on the left tigh and i had one on my right tigh...how unlucky...

Kelly's bruise is soo scary...

My heart shaped look alike bruise

Lastly i shall introduce everyone to visit my cousin's blog...because of his mighty art talent...please read the post where he drew my lil niece nicole...u will the lil niece cute...

Please visit the following link:
BanBan-studio

This is how i look to him:

I was veri rude...

2008-08-01T22:26:00.002+08:00

I was quite sad abt ytd...because i went to send a very bad sms to my long lost brother that is yet to be found...

i told him to visit my grandma if he still got the heart to, cos grandma is old already and she's finally back from hospital...den guess wad he replied...he say he dun need me to teach him what to do...and dun make assumptions when i dunno anything...

i was damn damn pissed...even though my sms was that nice...but i dun feel wrong at all...because he being a grandson did not visit grandma for soo long and not even bring a single cent home...i am like i am your sister i dun have to teach u how to be filial lor...and wad more how long more can he be nice to grandma and my dad....i am super duper disappointed with him mannn...

always trying soo hard not think he is that bad afterall...but i guess i just have to be not bothered by him lahhh...treat it i lost my brother...

went to watch The Mummy, Tomb of the Dragon Emperor with Avnet..sponsored with buffet and pop corn...yummy! sort of team building but anyway not much of interaction afterall...i dun care anyway...not a bad show...quite nice actions...but kind of short...but storyline seems more interesting than the past 2 episodes...it is kinda funny as well...not gross and stuff like that...=)) worth watching...

haiz...soo sian...everyday Samuel tell me he got no life... now i'm soo influenced by him...now i feel that i having no life...i missing fengru already...3 months of not seeing her...haiz...a lot of things to do but i need to save money...

i wanna go HK but i need to save money...i wanna go BK but i just went this year...i wanna go TW but i went last yearrr....soo wad now....everything is abt money money money....=((((((((

i need A LIFE!

Work work work!

2008-07-30T18:03:00.002+08:00

everyday is work work work...more workload, more workload and more workload...when is my increment coming in...give me the money or the job title that i want...then i might consider staying...i'm quite sick of the place...politics politics...more and more ppl are leaving the team...and all the ah tiongs are in...=(( i need a break break break...

saturday i met up with Primary mates despite feeling unwell...Timbre timbre again...loving timbre's pizza...2 weeks of consecutive pizza i still crave for more...=))) Drove andrian's Hyundai Trajet...he's a cute one...having a car without license and he's car is for ppl to drive...soo i drove the ppl ard...drove from timbre to Chong pang to pick up doreen and then from timbre to ulu pandan to pick up someone, den from ulu pandan to bukit-timah den to cinleisure...wahhhhH!!!! neva drive sooo long before...den drove around in thomas round and back to pasir ris...I want to drive drive drive...having a car is soo convenient...provided i'm not paying for the PETROL and GANTRY! =))))

Den monday i went to try the free trial Indoor Tanning at Fabulous tan...Indoor tanning is one of the things i wanna try before i die...since i'm trying for a 10km run end of this month, maybe i should soon train for Standard Chart Marathon...=))) Anyway Indoor tanning is damn scary...it feels like cooping in the lift for 10 WHOLE mins...i din enjoy that enclosed space to myself...then after the tan, it din seem like that was any effect...not painful...not red and not dark...but when i went back home...my whole body is red and burnt! painful like shit and the skin feels soo hot!!!!! but the next day...i dun look like i have went for tanning! the effect is like sooo sooo minimum....=((( i guess i will neva spend money doing that again...going under the sun is absolutely free....

Now i'm slacking in office dun feel like working waiting for my colleagues to go and train for our 10KM run....i'm soo excited for the NIKE run end of this month...=))))

I miss my sister =)

2008-07-09T15:58:00.002+08:00

I am soo missing my sister...since Monday i have been eating bread and drinking Want Want milk for 3 consecutive days...I miss breakfast at Serangoon garden...

I Hate taking 53 in the morning, either too crowded with no seats or travelling at ultra slow speed. Worst is when the person sitting beside is sleeping they lean on you...-_-"" i miss the red Wish...=)

My Breakfast for 3 days already. =(

Haiz...i wonder if SIM will call me by mid july...if there isn't vacancy den i will really wait till next year again...

I should go and work somewhere else...it's killing me here...a lot of ppl seems to living this used to be "wonderland" shortage of manpower means more workload...but more workload doesn't mean more $$ =(

but i am soo used to everything here...i hate to adapt to new changes...=(

S42 outing!

2008-07-01T13:14:00.002+08:00

We had a mini S42 outing at Al-ameen ...it's the 2nd one this year...when we wanna have outing it will come straight in a row...=)) almost half the class turn up...even Mei Ting and Zhen Ting...anyway i had a great time with them...i seriously miss and love them alot because it's the only class i have been meeting often...

It soo coincidental that our Civics Tutor, Miss Fong is having her supper there and she happen to walk pass us when we were talking abt her....it's really a great outing...=)))))br>

Had a talk with them and everyone is leading a good life...except for army boys complaining...Zhen Ting is really brave...she decided to quit NUS to pursue her passion for design...she somehow struck me...I have been thinking of the poly route and maybe it's time to pursue something I like...staying and trying for uni is a total waste of time...

My situation right now no matter what i will have to wait for 1 year unless SIM gives me a reply by mid july that I will get a place...and right now i have to calculate the amount i have to pay if i take the loan...

If i want to take the poly route i need to think if i want to go to university because i am starting later than anyone else...if i were to complete my DIP and excel...i get a place in local uni...by the time i graduate i will be 27...with only veri lil experience at work...and even if i want to consider degree, it will be best i take a part time degree but it seems that for local uni only engineering has got part time degree...soo in either way i will somehow be stuck somewhere...

I seriously hate myself for being indecisive...going round and round in life only to realise i wasted a lot of youth...could have gone to poly rite after A's if i knew i wun get a place in UNI. could have register for poly this year while waiting uni and see the outcome...

Hiu pui ser is a monster.

Potatoes are great! =)

i need to be strong!

2008-06-25T21:42:00.002+08:00

I seriously need to be brave... i only have a chance...

I know you will guide me along...to somewhere where i belong...

I need some your STRENGTH...

Ultimately i want to go to school

2008-06-24T13:17:00.006+08:00

It's really hard to be running away and not facing the problem of something tat you really want to do...when all else fails u, u still carry that glimmer of hope.

I seriously want to go to school. no matter what are the ways i have been trying, no one seems to be understanding of it...i wonder why is it soo hard to let me go to school when i know they can afford it...it's just a matter if they want to...

I know this is not really a time to get emo abt such things but i seriously think i shouldn't be wasting another year...it's 2 years in total...when they first say they allowed me for full-time now they change their mind...their mind seems to be changing again and again...this eeks me. 2 years of life soo wasted...soo what happens after the 2 years...everytime will just be the same over and over again...it's a vicious cycle...

Are they going to tell me next that even if i dun study i might become a millionaire like Mr Sim next time if i work harder...Ha!

Sometimes i am just soo jealous of the someone who can actually quit JC, go poly, quit poly and go Australia to study just because he has the money in the world...when he's not serious abt studying...like...omg...y waste money on such ppl...ok...i'm just being childish here but i am really jealous...

Saturday went out with the friendless, they are seriously great ppl, we all deserved better future...=) was super late that day because of some reasons i overslept and i'm real sorry for that...we went to have monster ice and imagine 4 big boys and 2 girls...there's nothing much we can doo...soo we walk to the cathay to have early dinner...Billy Bombers...free milkshake with movie tickets and every $15 spent...

den we watch "You dun mess with the ZOHAN" Seriously a cheap flick...if you are just looking for laughter then you can go for it...but please watch on cheaper days. HA...I did enjoy the show lah...kinda sweet for the ending because true love is found and peace is achieved...=)

After that the 6 ppl could not find anything else to do except to visit our "favourite" place...=(

They are the greatest thing i found in JC

I am thankful for her as she's with me when fengs's not ard. =)

acting retarded...

trying to act cool but not cool...

we had the same driving instructor...and i quite like my driving instructor though. Kinda miss lessons cos it's the only chance i will be driving...HAHA

I am soo missing Fengru...i seriously need to talk to her...Guess wad even with the most advance technology...my email to her can be lost...i dunno wad to say...she haven replied me on anything and i'm dying to tell her a lot of things...i hope if she ever see this she can just give me a call...

condolences to my fren

2008-06-11T13:51:00.003+08:00

Life is so unpredictable...I will really live my life to the fullest from now on...

My ex-schoolmate from YCS passed away ytd...I couldn't believe what i heard from my frens...because i always tot i'm only 20...i probably wouldn't experience this kind of thing...but i'm really very very shocked with this piece of news:

NS recruit dies after training walk
By Carolyn Quek

A 20-YEAR-OLD national serviceman died in hospital after he fainted during training on Pulau Tekong on Tuesday morning.
Recruit Andrew Cheah Wei Siong had only enlisted five days ago into national service.

The polytechnic graduate fainted at 8.35am while he was taking part in a 2km walk at the Basic Military Training Centre on the island. He was given immediate medical attention by doctors.

At 9.24am, Mr Cheah was evacuated by helicopter to the Singapore General Hospital. Medical staff from the Singapore Armed Forces continued to resuscitate him en route.

However, they failed to revive him and he was pronounced dead at 10.50am at SGH.

The Defence Ministry is investigating the incident.

-Taken from http://www.straitstimes.com/Latest%2BNews/Singapore/STIStory_246352.html

My Condolences to his family and friends...

no school

2008-05-28T17:51:00.002+08:00

i guess i'm more or less decided...i dun think i will be going to school if i dun get into local uni...not even SIM...firstly i'm underage and i cannot get a loan from the bank...secondly some idiot doesn't want to help because she thinks i wun be able to REPAY her back...anyway i'm still quite pissed because the same blood is flowing thru us and she said something like that...

it's their money...anyway i dun force ppl to do things...i'll just stay at her place eat and spend all her money...anyway i think if i'm in this state partly because of her...

I've been telling myself not to think this way because i'm soo much more fortunate than others...sooo right now i'm still standing strong...it's ok i dun go to school now...wait till i'm 21...able to get loan myself...anyway no matter wad, my dad wun be able to support me to study soo i shan't stress him...=)

In singapore u can neva make a wrong choice...i really really hate to say this...govt wants us to get a degree soo much but there isn't any help given...in singapore if u want to study in uni, either u are damn smart or u must be damn rich lah...or else it's sooo going to be a tough process...if only i live in australia or US...such a big place...everyone gets a place in University...y worry...=(

NO $$ = NO SCH

2008-05-24T23:10:00.002+08:00

I WANNNA SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM........................

HATE HATE HATE THE CRUEL REALITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm like an idiot who listens to them and in the end, ended up with nothing...i hate this...when i in need of help just because he thinks i dun have the capability...he doesn't want to help...fine then...anyway is my own future...of cos they dun care much...

I just hope i strike rich the next moment and i probably be release from everything la! if onli i live in the olden days...

I trust in you to lead me on...

SCREWED

2008-05-23T13:31:00.000+08:00

SCREWED!!!

I really hate interviews...

Real Screwed up....SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BKK Trip

2008-05-13T18:28:00.003+08:00

I'm finally back from my Bangkok trip...now I'm broke because Bangkok is really a place to shop...shop till u drop...i regret not eating good food...=((( massage there is cheap and not too bad as well...=))))

Day1: I reached Bangkok ard 9 (BKK time)by the time we checked in and everything...we had our dinner at almost 11 (BKK time)...din had any good food...eat somewhere near our hotel and it's a food festival...ermm...the food sucks...=(( din had my fill also...=((

Day2: We finally decided to wake up earlier and conquer some places...Went to pratunum wholesale market and they sell really cheap clothes but then they are all wholesale...so the more u buy the better price they will give you...i bought 1 pair of shorts there for onli $2.50 SGD...dirt cheap...our initial plan was to complete Pratunum Wholesale Market and travel to chinatown to shop and have seafood later...however...we completed Pratunum too early and visited Big C because we have a bigger mission...spend too much time on the big mission...in the end...we couldn't make it to shop at chinatown...sooo we had our dinner at central world which isn't fantastic at all...boring...

After dinner...we went to Suan Lum night Market...hmmm...a veri big place selling all sorts of stuff...quite nice...however...the stuff there u really have to be careful...because the first few shops u see are normally the high end areas...as u travel down...u will see similar stuff at cheaper rate...=))

The KTV in BKK is damn cute...they are individuals rooms located either in the shopping malls or the road side...the best part of these rooms is their sound proof is like super duper good...

A nice KTV i found at the roadside at Suan Lum Night Market...=)

After that we went for supper near Central World...it's a nice place to eat...although it's on the streets but they serve great tom yum soup...something u will not have a chance to taste in SG...they serve a veri nice BBQ fish...something u see in those chinese shows..."gu zhuang" shows...where they set up fire by the river and started BBQ-ing the fish...the fish looks exactly like how they look in the show and it tastes fantastic...=)))

Day3: We woke up even earlier because we need to conquer more places...Because i din have a full meal for the past 2 days...i decided to make use of the buffet breakfast to the fullest. After that we proceed with our plan to Chatuchak...A tuk tuk came and offer to send us to Chatuchak for only 30 baht...omg...it's dirt cheap...and the uncle is damn cute...but because they need the free gasoline and free lunch...he send us to some export centre before sending us to Chatuchak...

This tuk tuk is new and Cheap

Chatuchak is really a great place to shop...all the things there are really unique...but too bad they only open during the weekend...and worst is at ard 1 pm it will be super crowded...sooo u need to shop and get everything done from 11 am to 1 pm...i bought super a lot of things there which i really really like...=))) i'm soo happy...but then my colleagues wanted to visit their PETS market...so i'm soo FORCED into it...the market is really gross and cruel...those animals were kept in a small cage...so cramp and warm...worst part is they flick their fur and feathers all around the places...i almost fainted...

After chatuchak and the scary experiences...we went back to hotel to rest while my colleagues went for massage and i took my power charge nap...after that we went to chinatown...hahaha...nothing for me to see...cos they are almost all closed and it's veri scary...it seems like those shows u see where u walk on the roadside and someone will grab your bag...the whole place is selling 2nd hand stuff...and these mums are looking for hair clips for their child...=))

Our dinner was finally a sumptuous one even those it's along the streets...it's those DA PAI DANG...however they sell veri fresh seafood...4 of us finished 10 dishes...how amazing...we are the great eaters man! but the tom yum soup there isn't as great as the one near Central World...but they serve great mussels cook with Basik and lemon grass...it was a great dinner...the one and onli dinner i am full...=)))

We are the biggest eaters

Susan and jessica=)

Thai ppl are damn weird...they eat damn lil and their serving is damn small...that might be part of the reason why i always din get to eat a full meal...

Day4: The last day we are spending there...So we visit MBK...a veri big shopping Mall in Bangkok...we din complete exploring there because i was too bored and nothing entice me...maybe i'm too broke so i dun have the mood...but MBK sell alot of fake branded...saw something that looks real and they have the sign Original but second hand...it makes me think how come second hand looks soo new...sooo i dun dare to get themmm...=(

Den for lunch we had Yum Saap...supposed to be a famous restaurant there i guess...they serve nice green curry...i think having a bowl of rice and their green curry feels heavenly...=))) but they dun serve good tom yum soup...i realise not everyone in thailand u can find tom yum soup and green curry...especially if u want nice ones...

after lunch, i wanted to visit chatuchak again...because MBK is not entertaining me even though it is damn big...travelled all the way back to get this bag which i really really think is damn nice...if CK doesn't want it maybe i will just keep it for myself...hahahaah...=P but it was a bad time to go back...it was damn crowded and it was raining lions and tigers...that's the worst part...soo we are sort of stuck at the place going rounds and rounds...it was damn difficult to get a cab because the area we are staying is the CBD area of Bangkok...it's always jam even till late night...unless the princess visit that road and the police controlled the road...Taxi normally do not want to pick us up...so during the heavy rain we can onli resort to paying a higher price instead of going by the meter...but to our surprise the usual road was not jam...so we conclude a princess just went by...

As it was raining...we can onli go for massage...soo i went to try foot massage...first time massaging...omg! i simply love it...

Our last day was simply wasted because of the rain...couldn't visit the A-go-go party...=(( soo we can only get red wine back to hotel and a-go-go...but it was quite fun too...chatting and laughing in the hotel rooms and trying to squeeze our things into the luggage together can be quite fun as well...

Thailand!

2008-05-08T12:38:00.000+08:00

Ok...a few more orders to go before we depart to the airport...

Finally it's my bangkok trip...hahahahaa...I'm soo going to make the fullest out of it...

I haven heard from fengru since saturday when i last saw her on MSN, i hope things are going well for her... I hope she reply my msn messages soon...hope she isn't too angry with me...=(((

I finally got my photo license...mr postman is working...heng...=)))

Chao Ta

2008-05-02T12:45:00.003+08:00

Last week was a busy week...went for MayDay concert on Saturday...It was extremely highhhh and i'm suffering from Mayday Syndrome...=)))))))

WeiLin and me

the next day, sunday went for Feng's Volar event...the sun was blazing hot and i'm chao ta...even till now i have 2 colour skin tone...i need whitening lotion...

the event could have been better if there was more crowd...

I love the bungee...

Fengs going to US soon...i'm sooo gonna miss her...

We sort of have a small gathering on wednesday with her...we travelled to almost all night spot in Singapore just to get a place to settle down...OMG...hate the eve of PH...

Nice CK actually drove us ard and paying for the petrol and parking for all the places we went...and we finally settled at our last destination, MOS.

Happen to see HongRong there...omg...i haven seen him for such a long time since we graduate from IJC!!! hahahaah...and i can't believe he's actually clubbing on eve of PH because it's sooo expensive....waahahahahaha....=P

Kinda feel bad for alvin ng and ryan because they wanted to watch iron man and we insisted on clubbing...In the end alvin din join us...and i hope ryan did enjoy himself...

Why is my letter still not here yet...My photo license is also taking veri long to come...Is mr postman working??

Thailand trip is coming...i'm suddenly soo not excited abt it...OMG!!!

it feels like a dream

2008-04-19T20:45:00.004+08:00

it still feels like a dream to me...

i am one step nearer to my Swift.

I have my driving license...it just feel like i am just learning how to drive ytd and now i'm a driver...=)))

finally no more stress abt driving...=))

i'm having a bad headache now i feel like dying...my head is breaking into 2 already...=(

public transport

2008-04-16T21:58:00.002+08:00

I seriously think that something should be done to public buses...can water stop dripping in during rainy days...if govt want less cars on the road then they need to do something to the buses....hahaha! =)

i still hear no news from uni...

i need to be mentally prepared for Friday =( i dun like such stress...

i'm soo excited for thailand trip...it better be fun...cos it's quite expensive to go with my travel on our own...i seriously think that maybe booking tickets with the agency is much mor worth it....

...

2008-04-07T16:25:00.003+08:00

I'm a little confused abt some things...

I need lotsa of luck this month and next month! i need more good news, please...

I hate drinking...really hate it...=(

I dislike ppl who throw things on my face...GRRR

Thailand!

2008-04-02T17:41:00.001+08:00

YEAH! my Thailand trip is booked...i'm sooo excited...=)))

i'm just sad my sister aren't going...

KOI Cafe ep 2

2008-04-01T13:46:00.002+08:00

this is a sequel to the KOI cafe...hahahaha...it's my happy drink now...so i drink it everyday...

I just realise this shop is from Taiwan and is part of the famous bubble tea shop there...50 嵐 hahaha! they even sell 愛玉 OMG　it's my favourite....but i have yet to try it...hahahaha!

i strongly recommend this shop because it's really a happy drink...=))) at TPY Central...hahah! there is outlet in chinatown too...

Bubble tea

2008-03-31T15:15:00.003+08:00

i am recommending Koi Cafe located at TPY HDB Hub, they sell veri nice bubble tea...yummy...makes my day and say goodbye to all monday blues...

The oolong milk tea is veri nice...=))) first time i drink oolong tea...=)) they still have all other funny tea...how cute...

you can choose the % of sweetness u wan it to be...soo it's extrememly good for ppl like me...cos i dun like bubble tea to be too sweet...=))

it even has delivery service...=)))) i'm loving it...

2008-03-28T17:27:00.001+08:00

Suddenly i miss the days in INNOVA and YCS...

How nice it is to be studying now...

Stupid mistake

2008-03-19T21:39:00.001+08:00

For a stupid mistake...i'm damn sad...=((

Grandma is going home next wednesday...yeah!

My greatest wish is to get into a uni sooo she'll be happy...

3 months!

2008-03-11T15:26:00.002+08:00

i tell myself i only need to endure for 3 more months...but i want a break soon...

i pray that i get into a school...i pray that at least one local uni accepts me...

i seriously hope i can go for my bangkok trip in JUNE...i need a holiday...

I pray that grandma can go home soon...

i really long for a holiday!

2008-03-06T13:22:00.003+08:00

I really hope for a holiday...sooo sick and tired of working with the stupid boss...if onli i pass my driving at one shot i will definitely leave this place because i dun have to spend soo much for driving and means i wanna stop working at this idiotic place....=((((

Office politics is getting more and more serious in the dept...the boss is crazy...she tries to set rules soo clearly and asking assistant manager to follow to her rules strictly but she isn't doing that i hate it!!! and y must she be soo stingy...and if she can close one eye maybe ppl can accept her better...ever since i start working in this dept i know...u dun have to be capable in doing work...u just need to suck up to your boss...step on ppl who is lousier than u...den u can climb up high!!!! i'm hating this!!! even now i feel that ppl i used to trust is also doing such a thing i find it sooo disgusting! i wonder who else can i talk to in the office...it's soo stressful when u have soo many things to say yet...u must be careful of who u say to and wad u say...it SUCKS!

i really think that the other AM whom i think is not doing her work is like climbing soo high! and the boss thinks soo highly of her...where else ppl in the dept are working soo hard yet they dun get wad they should get! they aren't rewarded...i really pity these ppl...and i think these ppl should look for better job prospects since they aren't seeing any here...=((

On the other hand, I'm quite happy! grandma is discharged today and going to rehab centre today to do physiotherapy...ytd she seems soo well that she can complain sooo loudly abt having to put a mat behind and causing her to be warm and hot...i hope she can get well soon and go home in another one month's time...as long as she looks good i'm contented...but even though i really hope she can do the operation and start walking again but since doctor do not encourage it...i should pray that she will be well and back home soon....

facebooking is addictive...i'm hooked...

Dinner and Dance 2008

2008-03-03T21:21:00.003+08:00

it's 2 busy weeks for me...been visiting grandma, learning driving and having fun with my colleagues...

last friday, 29 Feb...went for NXP (Philips) disti night with Jessica and Connie together with other colleagues which some i dunno who...it's damn fun! their annual dinner is like a time to play and relaz...cos i think japanese are veri open sooo there is even strip tease as one of the programme item....OMG!! but it's really a great night...the mc is real good, making me laugh at every minute (even though it's not a difficult thing to make me laugh)...i think it's damn difficult to be a good entertainer esp if your job is to make a big crowd laugh...hahahaah...But i wonder y i have no luck with lucky draw...not even getting an EOL oven toaster...=(((

we are the winners =))

the next day went for the Singapore Airshow! i din enjoy...it's a total failure i think...i spend like 4 hours to get there...3 hours to Q for the shuttle bus...1 hour to get there....by the time i reached there i already miss the aerobics show....den there's nothing else to really enjoy abt except for A380...other than that is like...ermmm....den i have to spend another 1.5 hours getting out of the place...=(((

the rest of the days was spend working and visiting my grandma in the hospital...visit her almost everyday...i'm happy she's getting better...i pray that she can get better everyday....=)))

friday was Avnet's Annual Dinner and Dance... it's super duper fun! the theme was Cartoon and many ppl was dressed up in that theme...there's Disney princess, X-men, Incredible, Flintstones, Tom and Jerry...alot alot...and my table we dressed ourselves up as the 101 dalmatians...hahahha! we are damn cheapo! we did not rent any costumes...everything was self-made...really enjoyed thru the process...we even worn consolation even though our costumes aren't that fantastic =)

first half of the night i was busy cam whoring with everyone and eating the good food, den the second half the night i was toasting with whoever who walk past me, therefore the later part of the night i dun really have any memory of it...because i'm drunk! it's the first time i felt soo miserable... felt like puking with all the red wine in the stomach...yucks...my colleagues claim i super happy and even cheering for whoever who went up on stage...hahahahaah... i dun really remember...all i knew was i din get to win the lucky draw and one of the prizes is Nintendo Wii. =((

Avnet Studio Wall

I'm a super model

Walt Disney presents 101 Dalmatians and the 7 princess

Wolverine kils

X-men in action

Here comes Storm

One of the flintstone character

Avnet D&D 2008

101 Dalmatians

Tactical MM

Directors and presidents as Superheros

I love gingerBread girl!

He looked damn like eeyore

Winnie the pooh!

WonderMan

He is like my God-father...=))

too many photos to show! more at Facebook...=))

OH MY! my driving test is in 2 weeks time...i am soo not confident of passing...=(((

i hope my passport comes in time so that i can go genting...=))

CNY's over!

2008-02-21T18:35:00.003+08:00

Today's the last day of CNY...Time passes soo fast that i did not even take notice of how i spend my everyday life...work is like crap...boss even more crap because now i have to start loading orders as well as doing reports and also monitoring inventory...i dun have time to slack anymore unless after work...

i think i'm suffering from heart disease of something...my heart beats damn fast occassionally...sometimes even when i'm sitting down doing my work...my heart seems to be racing with F1 car or something...maybe part of the reason might be due to driving...i'm always veri nervous when having lessons...i'm soo stress abt it sometimes i still have nightmares abt it...i guess i will not pass my TP the next month...=((( i prayed hard to pass because it's soo expensive to get a license...OMG!

met up with ruifang recently...glad everything is fine...=)) i really do treasure her a lot...

i miss Ping suddenly...a lot a lot...no one to share my complain at work...and someone is like treating me soo weird in office with all the stares...like she's going to eat me up...we used to be sooo good...but now it seems to change over-night...but in the first place i dun remember making her angry...=((

grandma fell down at home 2 days ago...this time it's more serious...she broke a bone somewhere near her tigh area i guess and she's unable to walk now...she needs an operation in order to walk...i hope things goes well...she's sooo old, so operation might be too much for her...i hope she'll be well again...even though i keep making empty promises abt keeping her company more often...but i hope she gets well this time round and i will really visit her more often...

last saturday i went to connie's house to visit her "daughter" (even though she had yet to do a check on the gender)... we are all soo excited abt it...but it was not veri friendly to us afterall...hahahaha...

I think it more beautiful than the birdpark's one but of cos not as smart...

Like all soo excited abt this lil thing...soo we had to pose for a pic to get worth of our trip...

She's grown bigger, cuter and naughtier!

CNY!

2008-02-12T18:12:00.001+08:00

CNY is a season i dun really like...cos it's grow fat season...it's rotting season at relative's house...the only thing i like abt CNY is family bonding season...=))) i love reunion dinner...because i think i only eat once a year at grandma's place...

after reunion dinner, went for kungfu dunk with FK, CK and ZL =)) Kungfu dunk is quite funny and nice! ok! i think Jay is cute! for the first time...=))) his facial expressions are really cute...i think quite worth to watch it during new year...just for luff...=))

Did lotsa of things this CNY...besides eating and eating and growing fat! hahahah...gambling with cousins is one of the nicest things to do...how many times in a year, all my cousins turn up at a single occassion...probably only during grandma's birthday and CNY... crapping with cousins at MacDonalds is even more fun! Gossipping abt each other's personal life...=))) playing pool and making fun of each other...=)) i love my cousins...=)))

2nd day went over to brother-in-law's place to bai nian! nothing much but they had dinner at a restaurant soo i get to free load on free shark fin! =)))

third day went to Cherie's house to gather with my colleagues and it's our bonding time...=))) actually i really enjoyed the company of these ppl...i hope our bangkok trip will be successful...=)))

The lil girl is super pretty

4th day we went to Miss Tan's house...a small gathering for 4E1 ppl...i haven seen them for more about 3 years!! since graduation...except for certain closer frens!!! it's really quite nice to get a small meet up every year at someone's place...ok...i quite the Sec4 ppl...at least we once worked hard together as a class for many things before...=)))

At night is steamboat with my family and in celebration for Jeron's birthday! I love my family a lot a lot...no matter how much i love to complain abt them...we have the same blood flowing in us...=))))

My ultimate play mate

My new love, Carina

The long distance relative, Gabriel

Happy Birthday to Jeron!

His hand cover my face! =((

KTV!

2008-01-28T11:23:00.000+08:00

Friday's KTV with the dept was kinda fun lah! but it's not the singing that's fun! it's pool... played pool with connie and her husband...they are sooo funny! keep mocking at each other...and we even make faces at each other...they are like 2 kids but i think that's how they remain loving...how cute...i won in a pool game for the first time that night but it's against Connie...AND she's a beginner...-_-"" hahahaha!!! i din enjoy KTV-ing because i just feel that somebody is soo selfish! because she has to go early den she keep inserting songs depriving others of their chance...that's called mic hogging! in the end many ppl din get their chance to sing...i mean it's onli fair if we insert songs like one by one and giving everyone a chance to sing lor...how unfair...

but i realise some ppl can sing quite well...unexpectedly! ppl like XiaoHuay! hahahah!! i think she's got the voice for singing...=))) hmmm...some ppl whom u expected to sing well isn't that good afterall...=))

actually i quite miss the days to sing with Friendless during the first 3 months period...it's the only time i felt KTV is fun because we just take the mic and scream wadeva we like...with vincent entertaining us with all the crap...with mike and his LeeHom and Jeff Chang songs...now singing is like soo stressful...going with singing clique it sometimes means it's like a practise session...den with others i dun really get a chance to play ard as well...

on saturday i finally get to rest! after chiong for thursday night and friday night! slept my half a day away! it's actually good to be able to laze ard at home...i haven did that for quite some time...=(((

Sunday i went for some skating briefing...it was dumb...they dun even care if we are able to skate...they just care if we are able to teach on the selected days...my god! i travel all the way there just to listen to dat! BOO...=((( i mean how can we even coach someone when we dun even know how to skate...=(((

Singing finally ended...with our recording...ok...recording sucks...time is soo short! onli spend an hour to record that song! argh! i'm damn sad...that song must hide under the bed! or even burn it...=(((

i'm still struggling if i should extend singing...like wad's the point of the whole thing...=((( spending soo much...wad i wanna get out of it??? when i'm not even working hard for it...haix...maybe if i ever wanna start again maybe wait till we have less commitments bah...multi-tasking isn't easy...the worst part of it...since everyone is soo busy with their schedule it's sooo hard to even fix a time for all of us...man is all selfish lah...i guess we want a best schedule for ourselves...ultimately we are all paying a veri expensive price for this thing...i have the sudden impulse to just stop here...ending in a beautiful way...=))) perhaps wad my brother-in-law is right...there's no point in extending...i guess it's the ppl there that i'm missing and not the course itself...=(((

i'm damn scared...driving test is like damn near now! i'm still veri retarded! =((( i need to pass driving...=((( i finally learn new stuff for driving but i will need to take a lot of time to practise it...=(((

i feel like sleeping!

2008-01-25T14:36:00.000+08:00

i feel soo sleepy...having bad headache...chui...must be due to ytd's damburger....=(((

my backside hurts! =((

Puiser won the pageant. =))) expected.

MOS is boring...=(((

i dun have to clean my house already. yeah! cleaning services rocks...will only need to mop and vacuum when the time comes again. =))) cheers!

i hope tonight will be fun!! i'm will drift off to sleep anytime!

BOO!!

2008-01-23T18:24:00.000+08:00

Sunday's got no exams! hahahah! We are being coned by our teacher. =(( but this sunday is recording and we are still not sure if it's the last lesson...=(((

I cut my hair ytd... i dun like it...BOO =(((

I'm damn happy! I think i'm going to bangkok in MAY...YEAH YEAH!!! My lunch kakis are planning this trip together...we are going for a shop till we drop trip. =)) but i need blings blings soon! from now on no more shopping for me, i hope. =)))

I'm going to shanghai in MARCH!! YEAH YEAH!! my sister decided not to go taiwan...i'm sad but i have been there before...it's ok i'm not going this year there's always another chance. =)) hope to bring my daddy along to shanghai but that depends if bro-in-law is asking his fren along...

It feels wonderful when u know u are travelling out of the small dot. =)))

i hope this friday's dept outing is going to be fun! sometimes these ppl here are not as nice as they look like...but it's a boss's event...everyone will sure turn up...AHAHAHAH!

when someone wants u to accompany him/her to do something u have to keep asking her when, when that mission is not even yours. I hate it! Why do i have to be so nice to keep a slot for u and u just think i'm soo free to do everything with u all the time...=(((( BOO!!

TMR is puiser's pageant! hahahah! it's the first time she's inviting us soo sincerely! sooo i decided to go and support her...=)))

i'm beginning to dread new year...i hate buying new clothes for new year...i hate cleaning up the house for the new year! i hate all the family visiting for the new year...=((( new year has lost its meaning as the year goes by! AND GROWN-UPS dun enjoy new year! =((((

new year's first post!

2008-01-16T14:56:00.000+08:00

OH my first POST in 2008! Happy new year everyone! =))) (kinda late -_-"")

Basically for this new year i hope to accomplished the following tasks below...=)))
-BE happy as always. =))
-Get into a school=)))
-Get my driving license
-Save some $$
-visit Japan/Korea??
-visit Shanghai?

the first thing i wanna say in this new year is to complain abt my maid...she ruined my new dress for chinese new year!!! the colours on the dress run after she soaked my dress...i seriously wonder if she has been thru traininG! argh! i can't scold her or make her pay for it! so just let me complain...

Den i wanna complain my sis...i'm soo angry with her...she can ask me to help her match her clothings den when i ask her she's like soo impatient and tell me how she know wad's in my wardrobe!! shit her!! i'm soo angry!! GRRR!!

hmmm...basically i did nothing exciting thru out the new year...

I still suck at driving...=))

More family gatherings...=)) but i have seen grandma for the new year...=((

busy preparing for singing exams...-_-"" i still suck at 遇见...=((( but i can't change it...i dunno wad to wear on sunday! dumb! =(((

work is still like vacuum cleaner...it sucks away everything from me...

this coming sunday is the end of the 10 month basic singing course...i wonder how my sundays will be like from then...i bet i will miss clar and ser like mad...cos it feels like we have known for more than 10 months and time flies real fast...=((

Spend my new year eve with friendless...still as exciting as ever...but too much a mess and i can't remember wad exactly happen...just veri pai seh causing alot of trouble for vincent's family...so sorry! =((

Last Friday was Dave's birthday...so we had a small celebration for him! i love the XYZ ppl! because they are soo nice! i'm always invited to their birthday lunches and birthday celebration...how lovely.

Went to IS party at night wif fengs! DBL O sells veri cheap alcohol! baileys only cost 6 bucks! and Gin is costing only 3 bucks! =)))

Last Saturday was carina's birthday celeb...hahahah! she's one year older and getting cuter! hahaha! my lovely niece...invited our colleagues over and their kids! hahahaha!!! everyone has veri lovely children...no actually all children are lovely until they get polluted by society....=(((

life is soo mundane...something can't be spelled out in my blog! some ppl are just soo superficial!! in the working world u see how ppl do small actions behind one another's back! i tot working world should be abt teamwork? i'm beginning to doubt so...=(((

=((

2007-12-28T14:40:00.000+08:00

=( =(

took half day to go isetan private sale ytd...quite glad i did...cos work sucks...and friends are going...

boss actually agreed to let me off half day because i whined and whined...

the sale was scary...the crowd was scary...shopping doesn't entice me but sale does...i think i'm nuts...

i bought a red dress...i like...=)) and a red bag...

my sister bought a new weighing machine ytd...hahahha...went home to try out...OMG!! hahahahh!!! my weight is like.....

sis quarrelled with brother-in-law this morning...aiya...my brother-in-law got no patience...sooo the thunder and lightning strikes...=(((

took cab to work today...it's F ex....omg!! even though i din pay but....i still dun understand...peak hour charge is 30% of the total bill starting from $1...WTH....it's going to be like super ex when u travel long distance...poor taxi drivers is going to get less business because of the new fares...=((

can't wait to party with ping later...sian...

i suddenly miss weilin...i haven seen her for a long time...only ytd met her at isetan cos she's working...

can't wait for friendless countdown this coming 31 dec...=))

PHOTOS!

2007-12-27T10:38:00.000+08:00

It's gonna be almost all photos for today's post...

FreeScale Day on 14 DEC 2007

It's our self-proclaimed Freescale Day so almost the whole dept wore the freescale shirt to work...=))

MM team say Cheese!

Goody frens

happy 7 frens

3 Sisters (Da jie, lao mei, xiao mei)

Clubbing with CK, fengs and darren on 19DEC2007

XYZ Christmas gift exchange on 21 DEC 2007

Christina got my gift

I got ex-big boss's gift

It's the book i want! One red paper clip...=)))

22DEC2007 @ Sentosa

Went Sentosa with my family...i love the SUN...

I forced him to take a picture wif me

Christmas Party @ Avnet on 24 DEC 2007

All the gifts i received

We all had a gift!

Connie got my sister's gift and i got connie's gift

i got another book...PS I love you...=)))

Cherie got my gift...i made a photoframe for her...

We had a log cake sponsored by our president

I'm damn sad i'm not allowed to take half-day...=((( stupid idiot!

and YTD i got an arrow from the sales director and my boss ask me to reply that arrow myself...WTH!!!

Selfish Singaporeans!

2007-12-10T22:34:00.000+08:00

Work ended...waiting for my sister! poor sister has got a lot of things to do! =((

Some Singaporeans are @#$% Selfish... ppl can enter the lift not wanting to press the lift...how funny! the first person who entered the lift actually stand in the middle of the door and with hands by the side and not helping to press the lift...and ppl next to the button stood looking at the door...how funny...and ppl like me standing in the centre of the lift have to stretch my hand in the crowded lift looking for the buttons! How irritating and wad's the point of entering the lift first...

Had a gathering wif my FC clique @ Sushi Tei ytd... we had a lil gift exchange between the 4 of us...i got Joan's gift...a "looney tunes" mug from her...while Cindy got my gift as below:

-Taken from Cindy

It's a study set for different purpose...a mug is for making coffee so that u dun get tired...a calender is for marking down impt dates...a keyboard duster is for cleaning the keyboard...the sweets is an energizer...and the door hanger...hmmm...just some random things i find it cute...=)))

Got this christmas bookmark from Cindy as well:

-Taken from Cindy

Under the Christmas tree @ VivoCity

ShiMin and Me

Cindy and Me

Joan and Me

On a random note...i'm soo dark as compared to them...-_-"

To my fellow frens, I appreciate everything u have done for me... things might have changed throughout the years...i may have treated u differently as from the past but i think sometimes time makes ppl change... we dun expect to see the same person after many years...but things we have went thru will remain in our hearts. i'm sure one day we find back our common topics...just like no matter how pri school fren and sec school fren whom neva meet for years, they will still have many things to talk about the next time round they met...wad matter is we need time to communicate...one on one time...all the difficulties we are facing now will only make our friendship stronger in future...

working life sucks but lunch time rocks... i wish my boss travel more often...i can't wait for christmas to come...=)))

yeah!

2007-12-03T11:26:00.000+08:00

I'm soo tired today! muscles are aching! =((

I finally met fengS on Thursday night after more than 3 whole weeks...hahahha...met her for 2nd round of dinner after Ping's bf's birthday party...=)) soo happy... had crystal jade for dinner...cos we haven talk for a long time and during that period it seems that my life is super exciting...love whining to her...tonight i'm meeting her for dinner again...cos driving is like super late...hahahahaha...

My first photo with this cheena hair...

Her face has got lotsa of spots...

Friday-Sunday(Bond 2 Bond Camp @ Sentosa):

Set off from CCK TLC at 9 plus after packing and loading. Due to the absence of one teacher i had a change of duty from game master to Teacher...hahahahah!!! and i have to lead this bunch of naughty children which is believe to be the naughtiest from the AMK TLC...had a hard time controlling them...but lucky they enjoy having me around soo they actually listen to me...but there is occasional fighting between the children...sulking and stuff like that...everyone is catching for the teacher's attention...tired to death...but after the first day i felt great because i can influence these lil children...

the next day of the camp was conducted by some other organisation called camp challenge...they prepared a series of activities for the lil children...high element and beach activities...the night walk was the most interesting...they made us walk in the dark and each teacher leading abt 6-7 children...there is only small light sticks on the ground to guide us... i enjoy seeing how mischievous students looking scared...and when they need your protection it's your turn to bully them...hahahhaa...

the third day was a half day...but there is still a continuation high element and beach activities. I finally had the chance to try high element...after seeing how even a primary one kid can complete the task...i got the courage to try on...i'm soo happy i completed 2 of the high element...hahahaha...i neva felt soo happy...i'm no longer afraid of heights...=)))

Overall the camp is quite exciting but of cos with a lot of last minute things...a lot of dirty job to do but seeing everything went on soo successfully i'm more than happy...weather was great, even though food is vegetarian but it's still nice... decided to join some organisation and try helping out in camps...since life is rather boring now...=)))

Treasure Hunting on the first day...

Slacking Volunteers(Me, Cailing, RongCheng, JianHong)

Ytd, came back from camp and we had a family dinner to celebrate daddy's birthday...i'm always not happy at family dinner because of some F****** B****

Oh please it's my daddy's birthday and the B**** is actually ordering the dishes...i'm super not happy...and wad more she actually showed face when she turn up...TMD!! and that henpecked man actually did not say anything...@%$#%$%$^#@!!! i'm super angry...=((( but too tired to be bothered

Family Dinner @ LongBeach IMM

i dunno y i'm super broke...i wonder where has all the $$ gone...=(((

i like driving!

2007-11-27T17:10:00.000+08:00

I like driving... but it's causing me a lot of mental stress... i think my driving instructor is even more stress than me...hahahah!! i think i'm quite retarded...especially when it comes to turning!! hahaha!! maybe i'm too ambitious, i should have learn auto car...

instructor is good...tell me abt dunno dunno wad oil...tell me abt dunno dunno wad water...anyway i wasn't focusing because i need the toilet badly at that time... explain to me about other stuff as well... veri detailed... he is veri patient also... but think he is really quite scared... his hands neva leave the steering wheel... he is nice too...like neva late and will come all the way to my work place to pick me up... just that learning from him is veri veri expensive...hahahah!!!

i had a nightmare last night as a result of driving... i dreamt that one of my colleague is a murderer... i knew she is a murderer and she must silence me... the whole dream is veri exciting...i wanted to look for help but i can't... i struggle if i should report abt her because she's my good fren...almost couln't wake up today...

boss sucks... she have nothing for me to do den she try and find simple stuff for me to do... wasting my intelligence here....i hate it...and she must complain abt everything i did...even not putting a subject for email she also must say something... #^$#@^#^$#^$@%^& i'm super unhappy!!!

christmas is coming...veri excited for gift exchange wif my ex-dept... veri excited abt making stuff for ppl here... =)))

i need a life!

2007-11-26T15:25:00.001+08:00

the post i type this morning is gone!! i'm damn sad...i risk my life to finish that post!

I need a life...my life is too mundane and boring...

I wanna go Thailand...but we need a boy...=(((

I wanna go Japan...but i need more ke chings...

I hate my job...because i'm like a watched like a prisoner...i dun like my job here because i'm like my boss's ---... i dun like my job because the team dun seem veri happy here... i dun like my job because everything dun seem the way i see them...

Went out wif rei on friday to PS...there's a BIG DAISO there...wif a lot of things i need!!! but i got no money because it's end of the month...bought a big mirror to ward off evil...my boss always pop out suddenly...i dun like...soo i need it to look at blind spot...hahahaha...

Saturday's grandma's birthday...seen many ppl whom i haven seen for a long long time... buffet sucks...hahahaha...but i love lil those lil children...went to bugis with cussie to shop...window shop...cos i'm cashless... cussie is damn nice...she bought me a bag...i like it!! hahahah!! soo nice of her...we have SAKAE for dinner...wonder if the fish is fresh or not...i hv diarrhoea on sunday...=(((

den went to town ytd wif my jie jie...no shopping cos i'm really really broke...i can't even afford to top up my farecard!!! hahahahah!! but when i'm broke i spend more money cos i cab to singing class...hahahahaha....had jack's place for dinner though under my sister's tab...

my sister is damn good! she wanna give me a supplementary credit card...she's damn nice...but i din want it...cos i know she will have to pay for my debts...besides i'm already spending future money...it will be worst if i really have a credit card...hahah!! actually i will be happier if my sister get me a car instead...but i know if i ever get license i think my sister will lend me her car if insurance allows...hahahah!!!

super funny!

2007-11-22T23:11:00.000+08:00

ok! i super have mood today...and i wanna share a super funny email that Rei told me about...=))

A: Kindly advise the full name and full address for the letter...

B: C Lim and D Lee

A: Is C Lim O+ or O->?

Can u guess what is A trying to ask B...

The names in the email has been edited due to some reasons...please leave your answers on my tag...shall reviewed it someday... this is quite cute...

sians!

2007-11-22T10:47:00.000+08:00

been working in new dept for about 2 weeks...not veri happy wif the new bosses here...they are soo strict...yeah i know i'm no longer temp...but u do not have to check on me 24/7... i surf websites the big boss will peep...i email...the small boss will know...i talk to other colleagues...big boss and small boss will come and find me!!!!!

first week i'm too busy to blog...so today since i just kana a "talk" from my boss den i shall just slack and sit at my table to blog and pretend to be hardworking...

shall talk abt the bosses today...

my Big boss is a old man...he seems like he suffer from senile dilemma...he always walks ard with dunno wad intention and always look veri lost... but he is a veri smart man...just trying to be quiet and harmless...scary...maybe one day he will just bring out a knife... and he always randomly spot check on ppl...always on a look-out if his man are slacking...how irritating...soo even if we surf web we have to be careful...i need a mirror...

About my small boss...she is a female...irritating at times...always having mood swings...can be happy...can be angry...changing mood faster than the weather... for her she is always on a look out if i talk... which means i cannot walk ard and talk to other colleagues...sad...=((( but i dunno how to say her...she is sometimes nice and friendly...sometimes strict...but i'm not veri happy...why can't i talk...i'm not at a lecture or wad...i finish my work on time even though i talk rite...wad's wrong with talking??? =(((

My primary school fren is working as a temp here...i feel that no matter how long frens did not contact...things they went thru will neva change...no one can ever replace that relationship...soo no matter how long both of us did not contact we still have endless topics...we may not be as close as last time but slowly time can bring us closer together again...

KaiPing and Me

if only...

2007-11-10T21:34:00.000+08:00

if only i could turn back time...

if only i can talk freely to someone...

if only i can have a break from everything...

if only i dare to run away alone from everything...

if only...too much if only...

i realise i haven been talking to a good fren for a long time...i realise i neva had the courage to tell frens how i felt abt them...

i realise i have too much things going thru my mind...

i know some things are meant to kept for myself...

i'm just being emo...=)))

a mei songs make me even more emo...

i start to ponder abt the purpose of a blog... if i have the freedom of speech...i could write anything... but if i do not want the whole world to know how i am feeling y am i writing this down... i can always open up Microsoft word and save the things i wrote....

i wonder why...

i visited ah ma today... she looks skinnier each time i see her... heartache... she looks better though... but i see how much she has gone thru from her wrinkles...i feel like giving a hug...a warm hug... but i din... i'm finding hard to catch up wif time... there are soo many things i want to do... there are soo many things i regret doing...

chocolate makes me happy... i'm bueno-ing...

i'm not born to please everyone!

2007-11-09T10:24:00.000+08:00

It's Friday...I'm working... my last day in XYZ marketing...=(( actually i kinda like this place... i kinda like the ppl I'm dealing with... that's y i turn up on my last day...

meet up wif the friendless clique on Wednesday night @ fengs house... attendance is great... considered full attendance except for Darren because he has guard duty... actually maybe fengs is right...the outing is for interaction...ok... i'm not putting enough effort...we mahjong and blackjack...the later part of the night... we went to Jalan Kayu to have prata... i think it's really fun if u have a car... u can go anywhere at night... how fun... came back and the guys watched champions league while i proceed to dreamland... the next morning...we went to have brunch and den off to yishun SAFRA for pool...sometimes when many ppl are together it's hard to have small talks... maybe we should have more interactive games like twister...

back home... was late...my sister was pissed... apologised but my bro-in-law has to make some noise and make my sister even sadder and pissed... this sucks... I'm SO not born to please everyone... i mean i already apologised... besides we left the house after i reached home... i mean he dun have to reprimand my sister right... i mean he can just tell me off or something... OK...i felt bad my sister have to take up the blame...this sucks...

worst is i saw my sister break down in the toilet... for some reason i know she has been keeping a lot of stuff to herself...i know she has been suffering a lot at work...at work she have to take up a lot of responsibility... at home too... sometimes i felt bad... but she has neva spoken to us... she has been keeping everything to herself...

我的不开心，没有人聆听。。。我也不知道应该和谁分享。。。他们需要你时，往往你都在他们身边，但你需要他们时？？他们又在哪里？？人真奇怪，每天都有很多东西 complain，我想你给别人的，你也希望得到一点。。。人是不是会应为不常见面而疏远？？我好像觉得我的朋友都没有时间听我说话。。。。还是我想太多。。。也许，我也不知道该怎么说。。。

omg!

2007-11-05T15:21:00.000+08:00

I'm super shocked. I realise being married at 21 is not exaggerating... My primary school fren is married at the age of 19... not short gun!! ohmygod!! i haven seen her for a long time... things would have changed soo much...

recently heard something abt her... really can't believe she did that...hahaha...

yeah! i have finished clearing shit at work!!

next saturday i'm meeting my cousin...

i hope this friday i can take leave...i wanna go sentosa...

this wednesday i'm meeting friendless...

=))

2007-11-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

met up wif sec school frens on wednesday night...had NYDC...food is....but seeing frens whom i haven seen for a long long time is great...=)))

had lotsa of report to complete for the week...been busy talking as well as doing reports...i dun care...just take my time to slowly do them...but imagine a temp have to bring home work to do...how sad...hahahaha....somehow i'm happy work there is ending soon...actually sometimes i wonder if those ppl are truthful...working life is too scary....=((

had dinner wif SL at cafe iguana ytd =))) hmmm...mexican food...new to me...hahahah.... i like the salsa sauce... yum yum....=))) it's a nice place if u have a group of ppl going there to chill wif food and drinks... hang out ard clarke quay for a while before we left... thanks for the cake and dinner...=)))

i finally tot of wad taxi driver can offer other than talking to passengers...hahaha...i'm soo sorry i really dun like engaging talk wif taxi drivers...hahahah...they should offer me music...they should offer to customer the music that they want... today i took this cab to go for lessons...and this uncle is damn weird...he has been asking y i'm going keong saik...and he can't seem to leave that topic...he is veri curious y i'm there.... like -_-"" i dun like being bothered in the cab...

shall go back to crunchyrolling...

passed!

2007-10-31T11:31:00.000+08:00

on Monday when we just arrived at the carpark...we saw terence cao =)) hahahhaa...our first tot...ermmm does he stay here?? hahahhaha....i tot he should be living in some private landed place in some ulu land in Singapore...hahaha....my sister went over to called him...

Sis: Hi Terence, do you live here?? (i tot secretly...my sister call him as though like her fren...) laugh out loud....

Terence Cao: No...my fren stay here...i came over to use the gym...

Sis: we like your new show...can she (point to me) take a picture wif u???

Of cos he wun reject...but he's quite friendly and he apologise for being soo sloppy...hahahaha....we should apologise...force him to take him when he just work out...i promise he dun look as old as he's actual age...den he shook hands with us...while Jeron is veri excited to wave goodbye with him...hahahahha....=)))

Funny place to take pic...

oh yeah...i pass my final theory...now it's time to look for an instructor...and decide where to take my driving test....=((( ubi or bukit batok? one is nearer to my house and the other has a highest passing rate...=((( i wonder y....

i'm a happy girl now...i ended my tuition agony...hahahaha....but i will have short of income...=(( i wonder how to learn driving like that...i have too much to learn and too lil to use...

ok...darli organise an outing tonight...i will be meeting Xinhang, darli and geri tonight...=)))

OH YAH!! i need suggestion for places to have a big group outing!! somewhere to chill and can stayover preferably...any suggestion...need to organise outing for friendless clique...and friendless kindly keep your 7 Nov (wed) free as well as deepavali...=)))

hopefully my this week can finish cleaning up my work and complete everything to hand over...yeah yeah...actually i'm having mixed feelings...i wanna leave this place....but i like the ppl here...=(( and the other job is not yet confirm...i feel sooo confuse....

alamak...and i realise...some ppl may not appear the way they are...they can appear to be nice and friendly...not that they will harm me...that's cos i'm a temp here...maybe i should just be careful of the way i speak...i shouldn't be that innocent lah...besides...ppl i'm close to are here as well...i shall not cause any trouble to them...

i want a break from work!!! hahahah!! i hope i can apply for leave on 9 NOV...den i have super duper long weekend....

pile of shit

2007-10-29T16:05:00.001+08:00

cleared some shit at work already...feeling happier...but still dreading to go to work...agony...work is a lot but ppl here are really nice....

had dept like almost now and then...boss is veri nice to me...he treats me like a daughter sometimes....even though he is not that old...i'm grateful for all the things i learn here....

soo fast it's 3 months here already...i'm ending my contract next week...i will be missing the ppl here...i really really like them...they teach me a lot...

my things are not fully found yet...but at least i see an effort...i'm not soo angry anymore...

i ordered my new phone online...until now there's still no confirmation from Starhub...

i haven study my final theory test!! i'm sooo dead...tried to change the date but failed....hopefully i can study everything by tonight....

ytd's singing was quite fun...we tried harmonising...i like...it's super interesting...

excited abt camp in end NOV...however no one has confirmed with me, wad am i supposed to do!!??? hahhahahaha....actually i dunno if i really wanna be teacher assistant...YengYen is like telling me all CCK teachers think i should take up this post...but...i have tried it before...i wanna try something else....hahahahahaha....

anyway i really think that some of my frens are real sweet...it's feels nice to receive care and concern from your frens when u are feeling unhappy....=)))

i think sometimes i'm quite bad...ok...i'm quite impatience sometimes when i speak to my frens...ok...i shall apologise if i ever speak too badly to u....

been talking to some other old frens...glad to know they are good...=)))

no work tmr...shall study my test for tmr now...=)))

bad luck!

2007-10-26T16:53:00.000+08:00

i think i'm in bad luck recently...

a lot of SHIT to clean up at work...i dunno y... i think my maternity woman will kill me because of all the SHIT and mess i created...kill me please....

my new bag is spoiled...i'm damn sad...it's just 2 weeks old and it died on me....

I'm happy i'm emailing Huilin everyday at work...hahaha! we haven talked for soo long...

I'm sad my stuff is still not found!!! and i'm struggling if i should tell her straight to the point that i want my stuff back!!! i'm afraid i will appear too nasty!!!

angry!

2007-10-24T10:13:00.001+08:00

Went singing wif weilin, ser and clar ytd...it was quite fun at first until things get....and i get....den went to clar's place and she send me home...it feels good that when your fren have a car...thanks for sending me home...

i'm suddenly veri unhappy about things ard me...really veri veri unhappy and affected by all the stuff...

No.1:
Last sunday while on MSN, i'm veri nice to entertain this person and yet he keeps saying i'm dumb and even calls me dumbo for more than 3 times...i'm really really veri affected...esp since i've to come a consensus that i'm not that smart...so it's feels really quite hurtful when ppl calls me dumb...it's really hurtful for words like dumb and stupid...and i have tot thru and i promised not to call ppl dumb or stupid...i'm might hurt others.

No.2:
I really feel veri veri veri angry when ppl shout at me...pls...if u cannot control your patience for me den just tell me in a nice way...you dun have to shout at me...wad more if the issue is veri mundane...i mean i have done nothing wrong asking abt my money rite...y do u have to shout at me like 'can you wait' you can just me in a nice way...if you can't concentrate on counting the money den use a calculator or else dun do that job...the thing i cannot stand most is ppl SHOUTING at me...pls lor...my parents dun do that to me...what gives u the right to do that to me....even if you are my bestest fren it doesn't give u a right to do so...wad more being unapologetic is the worst thing u can ever DO!!!

No.3:
I'm super super pissed abt someone making my stuff missing...i lend you the file in a whole good condition and i still remembered vividly that i told her to take care of them and i want everything back! but the file came back wif alot of her stuff and my stuff had been MISSING! this is veri veri IRRESPONSIBLE and i'm not tolerant abt that!!! not only that! one of the books came back wif white clay like powder stuff on it!! wad have you done to my book!! did u do clay on it!!!!!!!! wad are treatin my book like??????? i'm veri veri angry!! and i hope someone can convey this msg to that person or i hope that person is really this!! i want my things back!!! and u better find them...or else this is where we draw our line to our friendship!!! I can just tell you that my things which contain my memories can be more impt!!!!!!!!!! i dun think u have the right to damage my things!!!

i'm veri veri affected by this 3 things this week...it spoiling my mood...and only if she managed to find my things maybe i will feel appeased abt it. This only tells me it doesn't pay good to be KIND! i mean i'm treating ppl in a nice way...lending you things...and wad gives u all a right to treat me like that!

i am no good! i'm veri veri petty abt such little things because i feel that it's how u treat our friendship...some things money can't buy!

I feel veri stressed abt having to put a false front infront of others...pretending to be one that is not my usual self. =(((((((((

i suddenly miss IJC food! i miss IJC life! I'm not liking my life now...

friendful!

2007-10-23T10:30:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling friend-ful...last week seems to be veri busy for me...=)))

thursday went to bake cookies at my cousin's house...=)) hahahah!! i love cookies...bake cookies for my frens and colleagues in the office...they are loving it veri much...=))) heh...stayed over at cousin's house cos it was too late by the time i finish making the cookies...poor cousin have to sleep in the living room cos my leg was occupying the other half of the bed...and she din wanna disturb my sleep...ok i'm soo soo sorry...i din mean to occupy that extra space...my body was squeezing to one side but i can't control my long legs...

Lovely effort in the oven

we are the great master

met up wif huilin and ruifang on friday...it's a long long time since i last saw huilin...i think it was during Jeron's birthday party last year if i'm not wrong!!! hahahahah!! sooo it's 1 year and 8 months i haven seen her...we went to pepperlunch for dinner...huilin's treat...so nice of her...knowing that she's happy and all i'm happy for her...=)) hope to meet her soon! i guess after my tuition agony this week...i can have more time for my frens...

i miss them

Huilin and I

Rui Fang and I

Saturday went to meet fengru and weilei...=)) hahah! now both of them are like BFF! lol!! sat at MOS at Raffles City for Fowl Words and then we proceed to Art Friend to get jumping clay. Den we walked ard that area trying to find our way to Haji Lane...explored the untouched lands of Singapore again...discover some where 'Actually' was located...they have a pair of super nice jeans...Haji Lane was boring...we went too late soo a lot of shops were closed...things weren't veri nice there but still quite special...they are really expensive...think not my cup of tea...hahahah...and since it's like nearly end of the month, i'm totally dried up...=)))

i'm feeling friend-ful because tonight i'm going for Kbox wif Weilin, Clar and Ser. and i'm thinking of organising a trip for the friendless and also a meet up session soon...=)))

Bosses' Day!

2007-10-17T11:28:00.000+08:00

Ytd's Bosses' Day, bought a 'bouquet' of flowers for Gladys ( our big boss) and a tie for Joey (our 2nd boss).

From Left to Right (Me, Gladys, Dave, Jocelyn, Layling and Joey)

Gladys is real motherly. She's been all soo nice to stop me from working...persuading abt not taking part time and stuff...but she dunno the real story behind it...but i do appreciate and i think she's really motherly but she neva thinks that not everyone might be as rich as her...

I'm thinking abt how i should work out my friday...=((( shit...

i need a new phone!

2007-10-15T14:33:00.001+08:00

I seriously need a new HP. Firstly my hp got soak in my wet bag and my ear piece is spoiled and my battery is corroded...soo i need a new HP...and sister has promised to buy me a new phone for my birthday present...

i just need someone to advise me...should i upgrade my plan??? or should i wait for my plan to end and move my line to singtel?? but no one can advise me if this can be done...for starhub i know i can change from singtel to starhub and yet remaining my number for free...but i dunno if i can change to starhub to singtel...

but on the other hand...no plans suit me just yet...all the plans are like all day incoming free but only 500 sms...not enough for use...even though i always complain i dun have any frens...but my sms is like forever not enough...even for the least sms i use a month is also 588...omg!! i need student plan...for singtel...right now...i'm not eligible to any campus plan...sooo no student plan...for starhub...i need to be 18 years old and below to be eligible for student plan...but the good thing is they only need a student card of 18 years and below to be eligible for that plan...sooo which kind soul is less than 18 and has a student card to lend me...

next is starhub is giving me a 100 bucks voucher for me to upgrade...but...is 100 worth or is 1000 sms more worth....muahahahah!! tell me how!!

i hate new phone i hate new plans i hate new numbers!!

i feel bad!

2007-10-12T14:47:00.000+08:00

characters of my story for the day...

These peopler are people from my dept:
Boss Joey, LayLing, Jocelyn

Affilation Dept:
David, Dave and Dolly

Ok...here goes the story...Joey is my boss...he is really veri veri nice...and he is trying very hard to start a conversation with me...but i'm reserving myself because i still dun like him...soo this morning Joey came over and ask me...soo have i brought u to eat the fish noodles?? den i was like no...den he's like ok...den he went to ask Layling if she's interested to go...den after that the affilation dept was informed soo all of us went for lunch together...we set off happily wif Jocelyn and me in Joey's car and the rest in David's car...soo it was a peaceful and quiet journey there...nah...i dun like the feeling...

Though when we reach there, we din have the fish noodles because the place BUT lunch was exceptionally fun with talking crap...i just love my dept alot alot!!! OK after lunch, when we are going to go back...Joey and Jocelyn needed the ATM...however i do not need it...so i insist that i wanna go first despite them asking me to stay...i feel sooo bad...probably my boss will think i'm ostracising him...because i always give him cold shoulders...omg!!! i feel soo bad...but he's really trying veri hard to communicate wif me....but the fact is i did enjoyed myself in David's car on my way back...laughing along wif crappy stuff....Dolly and Dave make a great pair...they have funny stuff...

The fact is this dept is really taking care of me....i really love them...

Ok let's talk abt ytd's lunch...David invited us for a gathering lunch...den after that i dunno how the group gets bigger wif a lot of blah blah blah managers...soo we set of in Dave's car to TPY's botak Jones...on the way it's whole lot of fun when we make the wrong turns and laughing all the way to our destination...den during lunch LayLing, Dolly, Jocelyn, Dave and me was sitting together...so we have many rubbish and crap talk...on our way back...Dave told us a funny joke:

有一天，有一只公鸟和一只母鸟坐在树上。树下有一只羊，忽然间，有一老虎出现把羊吃了。母鸟就对公鸟说，下面痒（羊）死了。公鸟就把母鸟给上了。

I was laughing like mad for this joke lah...omg...the whole trip was soo fun...ok i'm telling fellow frens that i really dun like the way my boss is trying veri hard to communicate with us...and the whole dept seems to have internal joke abt him...oops...but i still felt bad...i wonder how is he feeling like...

Went out wif Fengs and WeiLei ytd...was supposed to be a shopping trip for me and weilei but then Fengs happily invited to her fren's work place for a drink...soo the 3 of us...went to vivocity to walk ard first...i bought a new bag...and my online shopping clothes is shit ugly...oops...den we went to carl's junior for dinner and travel all the way down to Bukit Timah, the ulu land in search for a Bar called the BarBar BlackSheep... things are ok lah...i prefer Dempsey though...

Pictures below:

After that we left ard 1 plus after waiting for Fengs's South African fren to go off and we went to go ard Bukit Timah are under the moonlight!! walked the stretch of 6th Avenue...till i cannot take it...we decided to go off...plop and off to bed...=)))

think some times maybe i might be making too much noise in office...oops...hahaha!!!

birthday week

2007-10-08T14:15:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl...Thanks for the birthday wishes and the lovely presents and surprises...i'm loving you ppl so much deep deep down my heart!

On wednesday was birthday celebration in office with my department ppl...they are really nice ppl...we had a veri good lunch at 'Hua Ting' at Orchard hotel...my colleagues treated me and my other colleagues as part of our birthday and also a treat to celebrate her promotion. The food was quite nice and good...of course the service is also top excellence.

Den back to office was a small cake cutting session for oct babies...got a pretty sweet necklace from these ppl...loving this place damn a lot...

XYZ Marketing...

den thursday was off day...went shopping...bought 2 tops and 1 pants from chinatown...i love retail therapy...dun really like that place cos the ppl aren't friendly...but honestly...the things there are not expensive...=))

den went Dempsey to chill out wif fengs at night...went to 'The Wine Company' to look for weilei...had Graveyard...wah...it's really strong...got slightly high because of that...had lotsa of fun...talking and crapping ard...plus a free birthday drink from weilei...den we left to go back to SMU to collect fengs's lappy...SMU's a nice place i like...=))

<3 <3 <3

friday went to meet up wif weilin after tuition...had a nice surprise because i din know the rest of the singing mates are here too...hahaha!!! went to NTU hall to stay-over...walked ard the campus at night...great place to jog in the middle of the night...so sorry to weilin and serene...was too tired to actually engaged in our conversation and i fall asleep shortly after shower...but i did like the birthday surprise...

den saturday afternoon went out wif weilin and serene to queensway. weilin wanted a pair of running shoes...the sun was scorching hot...nearly died...went home to change after that to meet fengs...

met her at orchard to get alvin a book for birthday present...den we loiter ard and i realise y her phone kept ringing and ppl from the friendless git kept calling...i begin to suspect something...muahahahha!!! yeah! she had organise a birthday 'surprise' for me with ppl from the clique...

yeah...we had a 'GREAT' dinner at Sakura buffet...=)) the food is not nice...trust me...but we still had a super interesting event happening which shall be kept secret...=)))

den after that we changed our clubbing plans and decided to go 'rah rah' at Dempsey again... we ordered a bottle of black label and played some games and later ordered at Jack Daniels and continued with some games...finished 2 bottles within like 2.5 hours...and the rest of the pictures shall explain how things turned out...how the friendless ppl became 'rah rah'!!!

3 musketeers

I miss her...

the 'ding dong' boys

friendless gits + Affilations

after a bottle of Black Label and the start of Jack Daniels:

see how boys behave when they are high

fengs dun be jealous...

Mr nice and me!

The best service awards goes to...

i finally know the feeling of high and things turning...muaahhahahah!! but it was definitely soo much fun...i'm loving these ppl loads loads...

ok! every year for birthday it's like star awards for me...will need to thanks beautiful stars of my life...soo please read on...

To Fengs:
I'm loving you soo much that i hope we'll be friends till our hairs grow white and we bring our lil children to visit one another. I really love that birthday song of yours...i really love you that whenever i need you u try and make time for me...i really love you for putting me as your top priority...i really love to hear u whine and whine abt mundane stuff...please dun leave me for that south african...hahahaha...i really love that birthday surprise that birthday surprise that u planned...i shan't say more or ppl will tink we are lesbian...words can't describe more than <3...

To Cindy:
Thanks for the organising outings to keep our friendship going...though it's hard sometimes but i'm sure you feel it's worth it...hope to meet up wif you more often...it's been a long time since our friendship started...I hope friendship goes on and on for us...dun feel sad abt school...things will get better...i'm sure u will find your goals in life ultimately...

To Geri:
I hope we wun be archive friends anymore...hope to meet u up more often...thanks for the birthday wishes and the time u reserved for me...=)))i hope you find your goals soon and continue enjoying doing what you like in life...

To SohHua:
Love you my sweetie cussie...i hope to make cookies wif you some days...Hope you and your lil prince will stay happy together...

To RuiFang:
Though i wasn't there to listen to you but i hope things will be better for u next time...i hope we'll have more time to talk abt our lives...i'm sure good things will be on their way to you...please meet me up soon...

To HuiLin:
Misses u soo much...we haven met and haven been talking for a long long time...please please meet me soon...

To PS:
The churchy girl...hope to see u soon...really had a lot of fun with you ard for the past few outings...misses our sleep-over in the past...hope we'll have a chance soon...

To Weilei:
Thanks for everything on Saturday night...sorry abt being soo....hahahha!!! thanks for everything all these years....=)))

To Friendless + Affilations (Sam, AlvinY & HR):
Loving you ppl a lot...u ppl had brought soo much fun in my life...and because of you ppl, life in JC wasn't miserable...it's a miracle how ppl who are 'friendless' can be together...thanks for all the birthday wishes and the birthday party...let's meet up often and do more healthy activities together in future...=)))

To Singing mates:
It's a miracle how 4 different individuals with the same passion can meet together and learn singing...thanks for the present still, will try and use it...anyway i'm seriously loving the time we spend together...let's hope still friendless continue going on and on....

To My Lovely Family:
They might be able to see it some day when they serve the net i guess...i'm loving them soo much...i'm loving my sister and the 2 angels soo much...thanks for bringing the family together...i hope it will be complete one day...=)))

To others:
Thanks for your birthday wishes...u guys brighten part of my life too...

My birthday wishes is still on going and i haven made my wish yet...oops...because i dun have a birthday cake soley to myself this year....guess my greatest wish is to get into UNI for now...and the rest can wait...

=((

2007-10-02T16:47:00.000+08:00

I'm sad...due to over-whelming response, the registration for Standard Chartered Marathon 2007 has closed...

No more marathon...=(((

I need to do an operation to reduce the size of my stomach...i'm always eating till it feels like it will explode....that explains why i wun become skinnier at Avnet...=(((

Clubbing wif Innovians on Sat...which means i wun club wif Geri tmr...and unless my kind sister decide to be unkind to me...most prob i wun meet Geri this week...=(((

looking forward to off-day...reports are driving me nuts....all numbers...=(((

I think Singapore should improvised on our city planning...look there's no budget hotels near any station...or there's isn't any cheaper hotels near any stations...tell me how backpackers are going to find there way for a place to stay...though rarely ppl will backpack here cos there's nothing to see....wait till i study real estate...wait till i become a civil engineer...wait till i have a chance to plan our city...

we should also have a bag depositing area in shopping centres...or else we have to carry our heavy bags ard shopping...if only we could have lockers in MRT stations...but to guard against terrorists, we can't....=(((

i hope Saturday will be fun...i hope thursday i can get lotsa of clothes...i hope God can grant my greatest birthday wish...that is provide me with more wishes...one is not enough...oops...=(((

i hope i can disappear for a day...suddenly...

birthday week!

2007-10-01T15:36:00.000+08:00

Met up wif the FC clique last Saturday for lunch at New York New York at Citylink. It's a gathering cum my birthday celeb...yeah...kinda miss these ppl since we haven met for a long time...plus we are always soo busy...they are like my "archive" (quoted by geri) frens. shopped around Suntec after lunch...then shimin and joan left us around 4.30...

Cindy and i continued to walk ard and fengs came to join us for after a while for dinner @ thaiExpress. my favourite...=))) den after that the 3 of us went off to orchard to shopped ard...fengs wanted to buy a dress soo we walked ard and try out a lot of dresses...

cindy left ard 8.30 and we walked off to far east and finally settled on one dress each before we left for home...i miss fengs! whinning and whinning to her how we haven been talking!!! but on the other hand...she says i'm actually her top priority fren lah...but only when she's bored she think of me...muahahahaha....looks like all my uni frens are too busy...=))) i'm warning lin fengru to better call me more often...=)))

Joan, Me, ShiMin and Cindy! =))

i received a box of chocolates from Royce and make up pouch and fengs bought me the dress for my birthday present...

i realised i need to meet up wif my frens more often...and since geri and i decided that we should meet up more than once a year...we are meeting up this week again, most probably...how exciting...might be staying over at her house for the 1st time...=)))

this week is my birthday week...planning to skip many things to play...like tuition and work...muahahahah! =))) wednesday might be clubbing, thursday is shopping and friday is either shopping or staying over...saturday is shopping and outing wif innovians and ycs ppl, i guess...how funny...when i'm busy i'm soo busy...when i'm free i'm sooo free...hahaha...

in case ppl dunno wad to get for me for birthday and while i complained and complained...i shall write out a few things which you people can take it as a suggestion:

- flats from m)phosis/ or nice flats anywhere else (size 38)
(due to the lack of white and black shoes, i prefer this 2 colours)
- accessories...(etc long necklace)
(try to be as long as possible)
- spastic shirts (the more spastic the more i like)
(my recent new love for such shirts)
- bags
(but this can be quite difficult)
- handmade stuff...
(i think handmade stuff is really full of tots)
- treat me to a good meal
(even though i'm on diet...but food always cheers me up)
- slightly bigger belts
(i do need some new belts)

actually is quite hard to think of what i really want...muahahaha...actually i would prefer to receive something which i can keep but not soft toys...i'm growned up i dun need soft toys...soo tat's about all... above all is just a suggestion lah...=)) in case ppl always say they dunno wad to get for me... ultimately is the tot that counts...as long as my fellow good frens remembered...i'm happy enough...

looking forward to meet the innovians, to meet weilin, to meet geri and to go shopping wif my sister...=)))

xiao huay's birthday

2007-09-28T16:16:00.000+08:00

i'm so in love working here...wif the ppl...=)))

Went to Sushi Tei for lunch to celebrate my colleague XiaoHuay's birthday...yum yum...i love sushi tei...

Serangoon Garden Sushi Tei

this pic has been causing a chaos in office...everyone thinks it's soo cute...thanks fengs...=))

hahah...i'm inviting my all fellow frens to go mambo jumbo wif me on 3rd Oct 2007 to celebrate my bird day wif me...muahahhahaha....if you wanna come along for the fun...hahahah...do msn me...=)))

Fun

2007-09-24T14:13:00.000+08:00

took MC on Friday, one thing because i'm sick another thing is to go out and play and relax and stay away from work.

went to K Box wif my sister and brother-in-law...happy =)) My brother-in-law can sing quite well. muahahah...=)))

after that i met up wif weilin because she wanted to buy shoes...so we went all the way to Queensway...went to the 1st shop and we got stopped by a group of people...i dunno them but they rush infront of us wif cameras and mic, interviewing us abt our shopping trip and y did we choose to go to queensway...i uttered a bit of nonsense to answer them and walk away...i'm totally shocked...i hope it dun show on tv...

walk ard to buy clothes, shoes and waterbottle...i'm dry now...seriously...waiting for shopping trip with sis next Thursday. =)))

went to IKEA for dinner ard 6 plus...dead and tired...my legs can't moved anymore...had meatballs...yummy! =))) sat down and chatted wif weilin for 2 whole hours...i haven talked to anyone seriously abt my life, since all my frens are too busy to listen to me...and besides weilin might be able to connect wif me better since now the people that are surrounding me, she knows them all. But i'm happy we talk a lot of things out everything that i haven said for the past 2 months...i guess we neva really sit down and talk before...

Some ppl are born listeners and some ppl just can't be listeners...they just talked abt their lives soo much and din care abt wad the other party is thinking and seem soo un-interested in wad you are saying...trying to divert wadever u say back to their lives...i guess we should not be hurt when we are facing wif these ppl...i guess this is life...u are some ppl's listener i'm sure someone else will be yours...my poor weilin...find yours soon! =)) thanks for comforting words...i hope school goes well for you....i hope we'll go out more often...

i guess i shouldn't be thinking so much even if my other frens are in school...preserve on...9 months more to go...=)))

Saturday is canoeing wif the Friendless at McRitchie resevoir...i miss each and everyone of them....weather was great...happily slacking at the reservoir and soaking our dirty legs in it...=)))

loves...=))

puiser is great. she tot me how to canoe...and she's veri man! hahahaha!!! i miss her soo much...

we are the pro!

Happy bunch of people...=))

den was steamboat at marina south...dun really like steamboat cos i dun eat alot and worst thing is i have a lot of problems wif cooking...

den was bowling at superbowl...the shoes are Super smelly...even walking the storage area u can smell the pungent smell a far...

I love the friendless ppl! =)))

warmth and love!

2007-09-20T13:57:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling soo much love and warmth at my current dept and current working place. <3

i'm invited to the departmental mooncake festival celebration on Tuesday afternoon. <3 lotsa of fun! and free lantern gift from Boss. hahahah!! and durian mooncake from Marriott hotel is damn NICE! Filling of real durian...yummy...

Front row are all the Boss-es...

Then, ytd i felt important at my job again. My boss invited me to sit in their meeting when actually nothing they talked abt is related to my linecards. But it's a marketing meeting. real marketing.

first he asked for suggestion on how to promote the things we are selling to customers. brochures...wad to include inside. hahaha...and choosing the friendly supplier to advertise. =)))

Then, he update us abt our Korean business, how is business in Korea and so on...He told me some interestin facts...maybe i'm noob so i dunno but would like to share with you people...

In Korean, the main leading cellphone brands is LG and Samsung, with second class brands like Pantech, Joa Tech and soo on...and some third class brands which i dunno wad...

BUT the funny thing abt them is the electronic components in the phone they used is the same...which means to say that...let's say LG approved a particular brand of battery, then Samsung, the people from 2nd class and 3rd class will follow and use the same brand of battery. So i'm telling you...if you are buying a Samsung phone, u are like buying a LG phone...because the electronic component they used is all the same!!! (etc circuit board, RF connector, universal contact and the simcard switch) muahahahh!!! if one day i had the money i would buy both brands and break them up to see if this is true. sooo now i lose faith in Samsung now...=)))

oh ya...phones in Korean cannot change their SIMcard. Which means if you need a new phone, u GET a new number...how amazing...can u imagine if i have frens that will msg me a new number everytime he change a new phone...i will go crazy...=)) and recently there's a law in Korean that says cellphones must be able to have a SIMcard switch so that they can change their SIMcards without changing phones, and that's where our business will come and how we can market our products. how amazing...

That's not the only interesting part...during meeting in order to explain to me wad is RF connector and what is universal contact and so on...my boss actually drew the circuit diagram to explain and telling how does these electronic stuff works. How nice rite?? more fun then physics lesson when i onli see the diagram but dun see the product...

I think i'm going to convert from a temp to a perm...and maybe if i get into school next year then i quit working here...been enjoying myself alot here... working life is soo different from school life. u get to know interesting facts and handle and work around wif ppl. you get to see the darkness in office politics...so much of what i will not experience in school. you rush to meet report schedules and u work hard to get extra pay and hope to get efforts recognised...

still thinking if i should MC tmr...haix...hopefully someone would ask me out and entertain me lah...=)) but i also feel like attending another cross-dept Mooncake festival Celebration...=(((

I suddenly miss IJC's celebration. we used to celebrate every year...=(((

i'm addicted to Sodoku...please give me some websites or software to satisfy my addiction...

bored!

2007-09-18T14:11:00.001+08:00

being slilghtly free at work i went to GOOGLE up for exact term for the disease which i have been suffering since young. I realise that even if it's cured, it will cause other implications like liver cancer in future...that explains my annual checkup. =))

The majority of choledochal cysts present in childhood. The patient presents with jaundice due a decrease in drainage of bile from the abnormal bile duct. The poor drainage cause infections in the bile duct in many patient, resulting in adominal pain and fever. Some patients develop repeated attacks of pancreatitis since the pancreatic duct may enter into the abnormal bile duct.

I guess i discovered this thing later in my life because I only had this problem when i was 5 years old. According to research, this problem rarely occur in Europeans and East Asians are more likely to get it. There is also a higher chance for female to have it then males. However this disease rarely occur in adults, i guess it's because since the bile duct is abnormal, ppl would have realised it early. =)))

Brief explanation of that disease is below(Courtesy of SingHealth website):

What is a choledochal cyst?
This an inborn abnormality of the bile duct that causes it to enlarge. These cysts can be intrahepatic (occur in the part of the duct inside the liver) or extrahepatic (part of the bile duct outside the liver). The different types of choledochal cysts depend on the location and type of enlargement.

There are five types of choledochal cysts:
• Type 1 – the most common type, making up about half of all choledochal cysts. It is a cystic dilation of the bile duct.
• Type 2 – an abnormal pouch or sac opening from the duct.
• Type 3 – located within the wall of the duodenum (first part of the small intestine).
• Type 4 – cystic dilations of both the intrahepatic and extrahepatic biliary tracts.
• Type 5 – this is the clustering of cysts, also known as Caroli’s disease.

SIGNS AND SYMPTOMS
The patient suffers jaundice due to a lack of drainage of bile from the abnormal bile duct. The poor drainage causes infections in the bile duct and some patients develop repeated inflammation of the pancreas since the pancreatic duct may enter into the abnormal bile duct.

Most patients present the condition in infancy or early childhood but occasionally the first symptoms may be in the teenage years or in adulthood.

An ultrasound is used to diagnose choledochal cysts. It usually shows an abnormal bile duct.

An Endoscopic Retrograde Cholangio-Pancreatography (ERCP) is then used to show the abnormal enlargement of the bile duct.

ERCP is where an endoscope is passed through the mouth and stomach and into the upper part of the small intestine. A blue fluid is then pumped into the opening of the main bile duct, which will show up on X-ray.

Currently, the new multi-slice CT scan is increasingly the investigation of choice because it shows the anatomy in greater detail.

TREATMENT
The treatment of choice is surgery to remove the cyst. The abnormal segment of the bile duct is completely removed and the small intestine is then brought up to the bile duct and stitched to the normal bile duct so that bile secretions are routed back into the intestine.

Traditionally, the cyst with the abnormal diseased bile duct was often left behind and stitched to the small intestine to relieve the jaundice. However, leaving the cyst behind is no longer recommended since this can result in serious complications.

Called cyst-duodenostomy, the choledochal cyst, which was left in place, is joined to the duodenum. This method has since been stopped since patients treated this way often develop complications such as cholangitis and subsequent cirrhosis.

Another method that also leaves the cyst behind is the Roux-en-Y cyst-jejunostomy. It is the drainage of the cyst into a specially constructed intestinal arrangement for drainage of bile. This has worked for a few patients but there is the long-term risk of cancer as the cyst itself remains in place. This operation is also no longer performed.

According to experts, up to 70 per cent of patients in whom cyst is not removed needed follow up operations to remove the cyst later. Another major worry is that the patient may develop bile duct cancer in the wall of the cyst.

The procedure today is to completely remove the dilated duct system outside the liver and drain the bile duct as it leaves the liver into a loop of intestine designed to prevent backflow. The procedure can also be done using laparoscopic surgery in selected patients.

Associate Professor Pierce Chow, a senior consultant surgeon at the Singapore General Hospital, said this keyhole procedure is still experimental. There is the worry that malignancy may have already developed and increased abdominal pressure necessary for such operations may spread the cancer.

"The repeated inflammation of the bile duct means there is the danger of tearing the portal vein when removing the cyst. This is one reason why surgeons not specialized in liver surgery are generally reluctant to remove the cyst. Removing the cyst is laparascopically compounds the potential danger," he explains.

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google is cool! you can search for everything under the world. now i finally understand what my doctor has been trying to tell me all these while. hahah...=)))

wanna share some amazing incidents:

Recently there has been a jam and crowd at Jurong West St 42. Ppl have been driving there to see these SPECIAL trees. It is believed that there is some kind of 'god' or soul which has brought some ppl luck.

These trees are quite special...their trunks has got monkey-liked figures. I'm amazed by the way a tree can be in this shape... of cos being kapo...daddy drove me there too on saturday. Grabbed a glimpse of it, it does really look like monkey. but it was too crowded so we din stay long.

din intend to share the pic at first but wanted to show my sister but being bothered by the jam ytd while going home. i realise how amazing this thing is to many Singaporeans, and decided to share wif fellow NETizens.

(Courtesy from my uncle and cousin) the monkey tree

TLC on 14 sept!

2007-09-17T11:32:00.000+08:00

Overheard a conversation in the toilet, a 40 year old colleague of mine was telling another colleague, she went for a 38 km jog during the weekend. Oh! i was amazed. how fit she is! and i'm always complaining after a 2.4km run or i was always feel proud after my 5 km run...now i know it's all too easy as compare to hers...

went to help out at TLC on Friday for their Mooncake Festival...din played a lot wif the kids, was more of helping out the teachers...cleaning and preparing for event...hmm...din enjoy the starting part...i felt i was back like a girl guide...

when everything ended, it was packing up...cleaning up the mess the kids have left ard...but this lil boy and the mother stayed behind to help out...the lil boy is real helpful and sweet...i think that kids should be given good education and i think that child-care and student care is a good place where kids should grow up and learn the right way to behave!

enjoyed the packing up part...take our own sweet time where we joked and crap around...nothing beats "HA-LA-ing" love these fun and nice ppl. finished everything only by 11...tiring day...=)))

Jie Hui, Me, Nafissah and Jian Hong at the back!

Group pic after everything...

weekend was shopping and resting at home cos i dun feel well...bought more Spastic shirts. i like...=))) <3

i need to lose weight! shit! 2 weeks in a row, ppl are telling me i put on weight! shit! i need to stop eating tea break...shit!!

finally taking a break this friday...hope fengs can complete her work and meet me...or...=(((

quit clubbing!

2007-09-13T11:20:00.000+08:00

I think i might wanna consider quiting C-L-U-B-B-I-N-G!!! even though i'm so in loved wif it! i'm such a weak girl!!! guess wad is happening to me now??!! i'm sure Fengs is soo going to mock at me!!! i'm sneezing like hell, suffering from flu virus and having gastric pains! shiT! Clubbing is soo not my kind of activity! or maybe if i really need to club i need to take leave or club during weekends. This sucks.

maybe i dun even need to take time-off tmr! straight MC! and my sister is soo going to nag at me for clubbing during the weekdays...*opps*

Went for mambo jumbo @ Zouk ytd. met WL,ZL and regina at Tiong Bahru MRT! was late as usual. good things are worth waiting for!=P set off to zouk to meet up wif FK. It's my first time clubbing wif these people. =))

Fengs came along too to find me after finding an excuse to escape from school and home. She's my LOVE. went to find CK and frens first. Because he says he's go handsome frens along wif him. hahahah!! really all quite handsome but HE NEVA REALLY INTRO...bring us into the phuture dance floor and DUMP US there while he happily enjoy dancing wif others. *evil* got squeeze like sardines by the crowd. nice army boys excuse themselves to offer fengs and i some space...

WL, ZL and regina came over to join us shortly after we had space...but it's really too crowded at phuture wif a lot of boys crowding ard pretty gals and grinding like nobody business. we decided to take a break and squeezing thru small gaps in between to finally get out and go over to MAMBO!

ZL is quite high after some drinks! really high and fun. think i was quite high too dancing and fooling ard wif him and Fengs! i love mambo songs even though i dunno how to dance the steps... hahahah!! not long after i had a lot of fun...zl was drunk again...with not much drinks...=)))

had quite some fun! maybe when FK is out from BMT, we can club again during weekends. =))) kinda happy Fengs came along and get along wif wif these ppl. =)) more gals more fun.

these ppl are damn fun to club wif! <3

left the place ard 3 and it's the first time i felt showering sucks after clubbing! was too tired to even feel like showering but i still did...=)))

i feel like dying now!! work to do but i feel like lying down on bed and rest... and i forget my phone AGAIN!!! this has been happening to me quite often. i guess my phone isn't that impt afterall! hahahah!!

vivocity after work!

2007-09-12T10:47:00.000+08:00

VivoCity after work! loving it!!

met sis ard 6.45. walk ard and shopped ard! wif kids it's a kinda troublesome =((

Bought 3 tops from pull and bear! i'm officially broke! =(((

My Loves! <3

wonder if i should take half-day or leave a few hours earlier for friday...maybe i should just leave earlier and maybe they may make wrong calculations in my pay and i actually get more...*opps* hahahah!

addicted over 'DinerDash' opps! my eyes are painful and dry...=)))

=))

2007-09-10T11:19:00.000+08:00

I hope fellow NETizen will use a name when they tag on my board cos i dun really like to reply to Tom, Dick and Harry and to my fellow frens, kindly leave your name if you do want me to revise on the way i write me post and if you feel offended. =)))

Singing lesson is changed to Saturday and weilin decided to put me an aeroplane on Sunday, Geri and I finally had a chance to meet after 1 year! YEAH! hahahah!!

She is discouraging me to go into Engineering because she has suffered in it for 3 years...looks like ppl who have been into Engineering really suffered unless u really like it! hahahah!! ok i hope i would make a wrong choice, i would seriously like to be involved in civil engineering...=(((

ppl do become more matured...no matter how much u dun want to. i guess sometimes work and studies and ppl ard will change someone...geri seems changed...or perhaps i haven met her for a very long time...but we still have loads to talk abt...update about our current lives etc...that's a good thing...i hope i wun be her archive fren soon! hahahah!! i do miss the days we had in school! =))

At Starbucks at Hello! <3

At Sushi Tei at Paragon!

it's time to meet up more frens! ppl from IJC, ppl like cindy and gang! hahahah!! and it's a season for more volunteering activities! mooncake festival celebration this friday at TLC! i'm loving it!

business world is dark...yeah...the fact that i dun like my boss is he always 'boast' a lot...this time is even worst! heheheh!! he consipre wif customer abt something!! opps!!! business world is dark...some skills need to be learn but i think we should neva lose ourselves...i dun like the fact abt lying...=(((

working sucks! can the clock go faster and let a brand new year start! =)))

Unplanned outings

2007-09-06T14:03:00.000+08:00

I really hate UNplanned outings. Because i neva failed to PS ppl last min and it makes me feel that my Sorry is soo cheap...and the worst part is i have to go round PLEADING ppl to go...it SUCKS!! if ppl wanna go ppl would go i just dun like the way you have to and plead ppl and they gave you LOADs of CRAP!! that is y i dun like ppl to ask me out last minute too!! i will also give them LOADS of crap so that i dun feel bad abt not going!! it's SUCKS more!

So i URGED my fellow frens to stop asking me out LAST MINUTE or else then get ready to hear loads of crap from me! sometimes i dun understand y my sec school frens has really got no plannings! they like to meet at the last last minute and when i can't they say i put aeroplane... -_-"" at least try to give me a one day notice so that u can make neccessary change to my needs! hahahha!!

sometimes when ppl really inform you things the last minute it really really pissed me a little...like soo last minute where to find ppl to go out! let's say i have already got ppl i still dun mind...aiya! it just SUCKS lah!

on the lighter note, called cussie to kpo abt her...more secrets to unreveal. can't wait to meet her soon!! i miss her! but think she like it veri much i'm getting into her private life...opps! =)))

oh! my fren is back from India. looks like he had a lot of fun eating vegetarian food and walking the cow ard and smelling the dung! hahahahha!! how i wished i had that chance too...=(((

working isn't that bad. learn things that i can't learn in school. actually engineering isn't that bad...opps...i like i'm schizophrenic, keep liking and disliking...=)) i suddenly miss school! a lot a lot! i miss IJC!! i miss my frens!! I miss studying at night! i miss doing maths!! i suddenly MISS SCHOOL!!

try this!

2007-09-05T16:08:00.001+08:00

try the below link!

http://yfate.veryname.com/fate/name/star/standard/index.php

Quite accurate. It is like telling your character from your chinese name but the thing is you have to write your chinese name wif the traditional chinese in order to try that test. =)))

communication problem!

2007-09-04T14:39:00.000+08:00

I receive a Teachers' Day gift from my tutee ytd...it's a lil bear though i dun like soft-toys but it's her lil tot...i'm veri happy..=))

i think i really dun like a change of environment and i dun like to interact wif new ppl. but i dun like routine stuff either. i'm just weird. =((

i dun know how to start a conversation wif someone and i feel awkward...

sometimes i dun understand y some ppl say a long long story but then i see no link in what their saying...i think such circumstances happen esp when strangers meet. and u feel like tellin that person "no link" but because u have to put up a false front and pretend to laugh wif her. i dun like it. that's wad happen between this colleague and me. i really hate to sit near her during lunch because i always dun see a point in what's she trying to say and she beat abt the bush which makes it worse...

but sometimes i understand her kind intentions lah...someone has to talk lor...and i think not everyone can make a conversation interesting...and if nobody talk, the atmosphere becomes awkward...

sometimes i feel that i should just stick to my usual frens. this is wad happens when frens dun communicate for a long long time...when they dun update each other what's happening in each other's life, they lost their common frens they will lose their common topic...how sad...I have a long list of ppl on MSN and my phonebook which i probably neva talk to before or neva sms before...i neva knew how to start a conversation with them...but somehow i realise maybe a HOW ARE YOU sounds dumb to start a conversation but it leaves a warm feeling to other....just like how some of my IJC classmate would pop by occassionally to say HI. i mean during school days we might not have really talked and right now they are in army we actually do not have common topic cos they onli talked abt army life. or they might be just bored and finding someone to entertain them but I know at least they care and remember there's always you to entertain them...how sweet...=))

maybe we should all get some courage to say HI to our fellow frens and dun wait for each other to take initiative...if u dun take the initiative, and u realise nobody will...maybe we should stop complaining we have no frens...we do have a lot of frens but no one is willing to take the initiative to keep contact. and if we are going to continue like this we might just lose some of our old frens...

i PROMISED i WILL try to stop complaining abt how outings are hard to organise ...hahahaha...i realise how impt my frens are...even if they make me disappointed some times but i can't deny the fact they actually make my life colourful...=))) and since now atually i see ppl who are making effort to make friendships going, all the more i shouldn't give up!

Updates

2007-09-03T14:48:00.000+08:00

Ok...since i have the time now...to slowly update about last week! hahahah!! things always happen at one go for me...when i'm busy it's really veri busy. when i'm free i'm REALLY rotting at home...=))

last sunday, after singing lessons i went to meet my primary school fren since he is back in Singapore and before he leave for UK...had a long long chat since we left school. realise that even the most blessed person that appear to be might have their own problems...

Bancha and I =))

Last monday we had friendless git outing after CK and my BTT... firstly fengs drove us to Innova for a advance teachers' day visit since i'm on leave that day...met all our teachers except AUNTIE. din have a chance to really thank her. luckily we went back to innova! it's Mr Ma's last week in IJC. He's leaving for switzerland to study...I miss IJC!

den we went on to pick up PS and went to jurong point for dinner...den was KTV session at Chevron! that place is cool! hahahah! cheap KTV and really a place to chill! but can onli go in BIG groups or else it's not worth...kinda fun singing and jumping around in the room...

after a long long day, we finally settled down at CK's house at ard 11 plus. played a few rounds of mahjong den i brought them to Boon Lay Market for supper...how cool to drive a car around....wif a car u can do a lot of things at midnight! hahahaha! how i wished i own one...=)) after supper was mahjong all the way till 5 plus when we all plop...

Den thursday night went to crash SMU's party wif fengs...watched the pageant, good looking guys and girls lah...=)) but i din feel too well...and it's was exceptionally crowded and since they onli opened up on dance area at MOS....which the public and the students crowding...i felt like sandwich...=((( the music wun that dance either...actually i felt kinda weird there too!! no one i know...hahahah!

till ard 1 plus, i really couldn't take it and felt like vomitting, so i left at 1 plus...so sorry to leave fengs alone wif CK and making CK come but leaving early. maybe i should start keeping my health good or else for everytime i stayed out late at night i will be sick for one week...that's isn't a good sign....=(((

went shopping on saturday. bought a new pair of Black shoes...finally have black shoes. opps! been buying a lot of shoes recently! now my shoe cabinet has got no more space! i have like all different colours. if i have a pair of green shoes i have almost all the colours of my clothes...=))) and i bought a Adiddas watch to reward myself for the past one month hardwork...think after this month i wun have extra cash to spare cos i need to learn driving...=(((

my new watch

recently i'm in love wif 星光帮！ but onli likes 刘明峰！ i think he is soo young yet he can write songs which i dun think many young ppl can write out such lyrics which really i think reflect how he felt, even though he dun sing well...

this is the new song that i'm so in love with:

无尽的爱 – 刘明峰

我在每个和你分开的日子里
爱你的心从未止息
看时间悄悄画开我们的距离
让我不能自己

发现我不够好你也不完美
纷纷扰扰伤痕累累
恨自己当初上害你不懂得珍惜
却来不及

我在无尽的等待
却只剩伤害
心碎的时候喔有谁能明白

无尽的悬崖
孤独的存在
没有你的未来

我的爱失去后才明白
后知后觉你却在咫尺天涯
道不尽千言万语
在心口难开
真实你的存在

你的爱
我总是放不开
只能在梦醒时分
痛却难以释怀
在我心上没有人能代替
是你的无尽存在
无尽的爱

Another song is the recent song Ella wrote for her dog and release to raise funds for stray animals. If u do have a pet i'm sure this song is soo going to touch your heart! The first time i heard this song i teared...yup...i miss my dog too! =)) wonder if we can get that EP is singapore...

蔷蔷 - Ella

還記得你喜歡咬著我的手
給我你嘴裡的球
要我陪你玩丟丟
你喜歡我摸摸你的小耳朵
窩在我的身旁
沒有煩憂
在夢裡遨遊
好狗狗
媽咪不需要你來遷就
現在的你好自由
做天使給我保佑
薔薔你要記得我
你不要走丟
趕快跟著天使
在天堂為我們保佑
薔薔不要忘了我
還有親愛的阿姨叔叔和你的朋友
你永遠活在記憶中

ok! enough of sharing! time to get ready and home for my most dreaded tuition! and must go back home to be free maid...=(((

trying damn hard to keep myself awake!

2007-08-28T17:09:00.000+08:00

seems like my energy's all trained in the morning! came to work extremely like at 8...when i onli start work at 8.45...started on my report...spend the whole afternoon on REPORT! crazy...managed to get the forcast out finally! madness...

i'm trying damn hard to stay awake...the moment i stone i will fall asleep. after a long night of fun YTD!!!!!!! hahahah!! it was real fun wif the friendless...nah...actually i dun miss them cos we talked quite often...i just miss hanging ard wif them...mahjong, KTV session, pool...everything is how we started our friendship...yup...we neva really study together...even if we did it will be filled wif some games in it....=))

lotsa of things i did during the weekend...when i have the time to a proper post...right now i'm trying to keep myself awake...till 5.30 and work ends....=))) i just need a cushion and a table to fall asleep...

and i passed BTT...that's long....=)) hmmm...here my way to get PDL and touch the wheels while studying for FTT!! i must do it at one shot...even though i dun have a car to drive...guess wad...my eyes are half close typing this post...

Jeron is damn cute.

2007-08-22T17:07:00.000+08:00

work's ended! my stomach's hungry! waiting for my sister! can't wait to go home...damn tired today...

I'm finally meeting Geri this coming saturday...i'm happy! we really onli meet once a year. how sad but at least we do meet up...

talk to fengs ytd...finally! hahaha! she's liking computing...soo maybe next time when my com fails me i hope she wun fail me...muahahahah!!

ytd Jeron was damn cute...he talk on the phone wif fengs as though fengs was his FRIEND:

Jeron: 凤如姐姐，你为什么站在那个 car car 上面？

Then he continued because fengs cannot hear wad he was trying to say...

Jeron: 你不要站在上面啦！等一下 police catch 你！

Den he continued: 凤如姐姐你要驾车，不可一站在上面！

He is damn cute rite...after i explained what he was trying to say to fengs den fengs say he was damn cute...and i told him that and he went smiling to himself and go back to his room! hahahah! wad a shy lil boy!!

this is the picture he saw and remembered and that is y he asked those questions:

i'm really amazed by Jeron everyday! =))

I'm secretly happy i'm working and thinking abt wad i really wanna do instead of rushing to get a school. even though it might still be the same if i start school this year or next year...because i wun know wad i wanna do either...and this whole year wun make a difference...and worst part is i'm beginning to feel that engineering is REALLY not my cup of tea...i'm secretly happy because i know business wun be my cup of tea either...actually i would really wanna try studying marketing! i heard the real marketing isn't doing wad i'm doing which i'm quite interested to know...but i think i still need time to get used to marketing before i really know if i'm truly interested...

hahah! i'm soooo in love with one of my supplier...i think his attitude is super nice...he talks in a veri friendly tone even to a temp! and he's guiding me a lot even though he dun have to. hahahah!! he is the first supplier i have seen who requested to meet a temp and he is the first supplier who called a temp to discuss issues when in most cases a temp knows nuts abt things happening!

i'm secretly loving to work here...even though i'm always troubling ppl but now i feel i'm able to work individually! hahah!!!

networking device!

2007-08-20T13:38:00.000+08:00

I have forgotten to bring my networking device...isolated from the world. =(( So if i'm not replying any sms, it's because i have forgotten the PHONE and not that i'm being unfriendly...=(( soo if u have anything URGENT, or u feel u need to give me a call to tell me that u miss me...u have to contact me thru my sister's number and u can onli get that number if u have called my phone...-_-"

Saturday, went to visit my granny...hmm...she looks well but she seem to forget a lot of things and onli remember things in the past...den i went to find my Sis at marina square...lotsa of ppl at cityhall area...everyone's crowding there just to watch the fireworks at night...did lotsa of shopping...bought a shirt and a pair of shoes from ZARA. Bought a dress from somewhere else too...it's dumb somehow to get a dress when i rarely wear them...=(( i had quite a lot of fun shopping and splurging on the money i earn...finally bought this shirt that says: "nobody is perfect. I'm nobody" since my sister wanna get t-shirts and the shop is selling 2 for 20 so i decided to get this...=))

hmm... after that i saw this shirt which is damn cute that says: "Wanted BOYFRIEND. Send your application together wif your BANK STATEMENT." would have get this instead if i saw this earlier...

fireworks at night was quite alright...it would have been better if the sky was clearer...because of the rain in the afternoon the clouds/smoke seem to form after the fireworks which gives it a little flaw...=(( but i still enjoyed it watching wif my lil Jeron who is soo afraid of that sound...=))

sunday went shopping ard wif Sis after singing lessons...went searching in young ppl's place for clothes for my bro-in-law...hahah! sis has been trying to make in look younger...hahahah!! in fact dressing really makes a different...=)) i realise bugis isn't a great place to SHOP...i promise i prefer AMK hub and i'm loving that place a LOT! =))

sometimes i wonder y factories and companies can be sooo wasteful...when they wrap a parcel of samples...the packet is soo small yet they have to use a big box to wrap it...sometimes worst...within that big BOX, THERE ARE MANY EMPTY bOXES! how wasteful...and they use a lot of bubble foam...sooo UN-evironmentally friendly...no wonder one of the main reason of pollution is from factory...if onli ppl can cut down using such stuffs...we could live a lil longer wif a lil more fresh air...

i'm missing my phone already...half a day...it hasn't exercise...=))

cool!

2007-08-17T16:13:00.000+08:00

以下都是从蔡康永的部落个找到的，我觉得很好玩！大家一起来试试看吧！

據說不同的人看這張圖是不一樣的

據說覺得是順時針方向轉動的話,

屬於是用右腦較多的類型

覺得是逆時針方向轉動的話,

則屬於用左腦較多的類型

據說大部分人的眼裡

覺得是逆時針方向轉動,

但也有人看來是順時針方向轉動的.

據說覺得順時針的情況, 女性比男性多~

據說本來覺得逆時針轉動的,

突然變成順時針的話,

IQ 是 160 以上!!!

hahaha!! try it! maybe u will find that u have an IQ of 160...just to tell u a secret! i have it!! leave your comments and tell me if u see the woman turning in anti-clockwise or clockwise motion!

kinda bored...finish everything that i'm doing already...=)) others went for meeting...next monday have to lunch alone i guess...quite sad...=(((

不能说的秘密

2007-08-15T11:59:00.000+08:00

我好想去看《不能说的秘密》哦！！可惜好多朋友都看了！唉！！

ytd someone told me a big big secret of hers!! hahahahh!! this cousin of mine...kept this big secret for 5 months and onli tell me because i ask her to watch secret wif me...sounds funny...muahahah!!! i must start to play online games...looks like it allows u to make more frens...(but i'm not veri interested in games -_-")

tired...hopefully today can go off earlier and go home to train!! hahahah!! for Standard Chartered Marathon!! (i will be amazed and proud of myself if i can complete the 42.5km)

now i'm waiting to go for lunch...jie went for course...waiting for her to be release for lunch...=((

show u guys some new cutie pie photos...i'm lovin them damn A LOT!!

Jacob Biscuit Exhibition!

2007-08-14T15:33:00.000+08:00

The Jacob Biscuit Exhibition held at J8 is super cute and nice...went specially to j8 for lunch today to catch a glimpse of it...=))

no pictures taken but it's worth to have a look at those lil biscuit building of the various famous buildings...

they have the taj mahal, a part of great world of china?, Eiffel Tower, pyramid and the Malaysia's twin tower and lastly the Singapore's Esplanade! hahahah!! we must be proud that the durian is placed together wif the great buildings...=))

go and take a look if u happen to go J8 or when you are bored...exhibition will end on 18 aug. =))

work load by 1/2

2007-08-13T16:43:00.000+08:00

my workload is cut by half or maybe more at the marketing side...sian 1/2...nothing to do...so i check shake leg and wait for time to go off. and i feel soo bad...i keep asking ppl for help!! hahahaha!!! i prefer a routine work schedule. log on to system...update system...email supplier...hahahah!! everyday i do the same thing...at least i dun have to be stunned to what i have to reply and wad i have to do next. independent work is scary. MM side is more like my cup of tea...=)) wad more jie can help me.!!

currently, there's lotsa of temp working here. but none is as fun as weilin they all...haix!! i stand alone to fight! hahahah!! feel bored alone as everyone is busy...=((

ytd...went for singing lessons...grace quit...yup. sudden and sad...=(( just clar and me at the lesson...jeff has got more time for us...hahahah!! one song he used 1 hour plus to correct me...every word every line...muahahahha!! i prefer it this way...now i love the song ni guang!! hahahah!! the onli stef sun song i like. =))

went to town after lesson...wanna meet sis...but she went for some talk and wanted me to loiter all alone at town...hahah!! lucky clar and weilin was kind enough to take me in...hahahah!!! their fren, xiao er was veri nice too...made another new fren? =)) went ard to help xiao er look for dress for her SP. happy day!! many new dresses...new clothes...my god!! when will my shopping crave ever stop! but it's just window shopping cos i still can't near to part wif my $$$!!!! i miss weilin soo much...she's going to uni...wif lotsa of hw to do!! hahah!! she's inviting me over to her hall stay!! yeah!!! exciting!!

had cocca for dinner...yum yum!!

oh ya! i discovered my lost eyelid...and my lost lashes...i can finally see them...=)))

boring national day!

2007-08-09T23:20:00.000+08:00

wad a boring national day! i stayed at home to rot! hahahah!

ytd's clubbing wasn't too fun at the start. zouk's full house soo i din get a chance to go in. i guess me and zouk no fate! esp mambo night! hahahahah!! it super spoil my mood. everywhere is soo crowded...i guess it's not a good idea to go clubbing on public holidays...=((

but it's alright when we set off to the arena...hahaha!! wif fengs and her frens...it's wasn't that bad lah! haahaah!! her frens are quite friendly! =)) hahahah!! there's live band and a lot of space, even got enough for ppl to do dirty dancing! hahahah!!

i think i really enjoyed when ps came lah! hahahah!! actually i'm quite happy! hahahaha!! i finally have a good chance to talked to her. after a long long time. =)) ok lah! i am finally seeing her trying! trying to make the relationship better. hahahah!! that's the best thing that happen on this year's national day! =))))

tmr's working! one whole pile of work to be done! super busy! i'm a impt temp! hahahah!! =))

video

2007-08-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

take a look at this, this is funny.

scary

2007-08-07T11:11:00.000+08:00

waiting for the supplier webby to do loading...

Office politics can be scary at times...when bosses fight in private, the workers suffer. even temps will be involved in their fight. transferring between department as though i'm super impt...=(( hahahah!! but the thing is working as double post dun bring me double pay. actually i prefer to stay and work as planner. things here are easier and it really keeps u busy for the whole day. in marketing i just write emails everyday. i dun even have many emails to reply lor...=((

ytd night i had a veri weird dream and a bad dream. the weird dream is veri exciting but it's super weird. bad dream is that bad happen to my family. BUT the thing is both dreams dun link but they appear one after another w/o me waking up. the bad dream is that i dream that my niece cannot walk! my god! she's sitting on wheelchair...scary!! it happen that something hit her back and she sort of cannot walk. argh!! the weird dream started wif my frens telling me abt this rapist wondering in some neighbourhood den there was this chance i happen to be at a bookshop somewhere and the news was reporting that the rapist was killed in a fire at Sentosa.(dun ask my y at sentosa) den suddenly i saw the rapist and den i gave it a chase and then we fought wif the rapist...really fight. we even arrange a time for duel...but i dunno how the dream change and the rapist is a woman! hhahahah!! den after that i just woke up and feeling puzzled...hahahah!!

so right now i'm super tired since i have spend the whole night experiencing exciting stuff.

daddy is back! i guess spastic comes home safely too! hope there isn't any scratches on it! today i'm going home for tuition. one week w/o tuition makes me hate tuition even more. especially w/o tuition i can do so many things at night! sian! weekly routine start again. =(( but on the happy note go home and accompany my daddy. hope he bought something for me. =)

shall get back to work before anyone discover me blogging! =)

working!

2007-07-30T22:22:00.000+08:00

it's the first time i feel that working there is FUN! i'm learning damn a lot of stuff! i promised my mentor is super patient...=))

my sister's office is facing serious manpower shortage...they need a couple of temps and permanent staff too...if u are reading this and have friends who can't go to school or studying part-time would like to work...can contact me! paying good pay and doing little work...=))

i'm damn sad i will be transfer to my sister's dept on wednesday! i'm like super impt! their saviour before their boat sinks...i'm not veri happy abt it...cos i'm finally learning something and i'm soo afraid i will forget the stuff i learn...=(( and i'm enjoying my stay doing marketing! =)) but i do wanna work in my sister's dept cos it's more fun over there but it's hard to say...it's diff when u temp for them...=((

i hope tmr i can take half day or leave earlier lah...just hope i have less stuff to complete...so sorry to fengs that i can't promise her...=(( i guess when school starts she will be less bored...i din know i have to start work earlier also or else she could have gone out wif her other frens...=((

busy!

2007-07-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

hmmm!! i have been busy this whole week to forget abt blogging!

monday went to fengru's house to roller-blade...i din improve...i dunno y i had this barrier that stopped me...i will try harder and hope that i can get my own blades soon!!

tuesday i went to cut my hair...a veri FULGY hair...i'm regretting and trying to make amendments for it! =(( but i had my last tuition wif patrick...was damn happy! and he din care! he still the same despite all the beatings the last lesson! but i dun care cos it's my last lesson wif him...=))

wednesday i started working at the same old place. the place is the same but there's a lot of changes...ppl are no longer the same...they used to be happy clique...now things seemed to have change...i dunno y! had been learning a lot from my new mentor...in that dept everyone is veri independent...so i have to learn as much as possible before she's goes for maternity...hmm...but perhaps i haven start doing anything yet...so i think everything is still easy...wait till i get some hands on exercise...i will complain abt it again!! =)) for the 3 days i report to work, they haven fixed me a computer(due to manpower shortage and the IT guy i like had left)...how sad rite...imagine i have to faced the walls wif boss sitting next to me...i have to pretend to work hard and read my notes...how sad...cannot slack...cannot read POTTY...=((

have been veri into POTTY recently! hope i can finished reading asap to know the endinG! and ppl who know the ending PLEASE SHUT UP and keep away from me!! =))

ytd i heard on the news...if u have a fren who is obese the chance of u being obese is 57%, if u have a sibling who is obese your chance is 40%, and if u have a spouse who is obese your chance is 37%. soo right now i severing ties wif all my fat frens and well as my brother-in-law, my sister and my sister-in-law(if i do regard her as one). In this way i can probably reduce my chance to 0% =))) read the new here

that's all for now!! my life is going to be boring once august start! while my frens all go to uni! and i'm sad my dad is going HK but i can't have fun wif my frens cos i have to work!! nd i'm soo going to miss Spastic cos it is going to HK wif daddy! i hope both daddy and spastic comes home safely! =)))

tiring day!

2007-07-20T00:26:00.000+08:00

i think i'm going to be sick soon...after playing for many nights...sunday's late night movie had gotten me a lil' headache...and tuition got me even more headache...den after not resting and watching movie again on wednesday and KTV-ing today...i finally feel the flu bug coming...=(((

ok! let's start from sunday...Grace joined our singing class...yeah~ but weilin is going to have her last lesson this coming sunday...which means i will not see her often ler...besides she's my goodie fren...haiz...sad that she's leaving but she cannot afford to pay for lessons after Uni starts...sooo no choice...=(( we had a photo-taking session cos jeff is leaving for taiwan and weilin wun be having lessons wif him...

my classmates. loving this class damn a lot! =)

den at night...i came home for dinner and WL, FK and CK kept bugging me to watch movie...sooo after much consideration and discussion wif daddy abt late night shows...i decided to pull RF along wif me...hahahah! she's soo nice to come along and we went to watch TRANSFORMER at orchard cineleisure when tickets at all other places were sold out!!!i promise it's a super nice show...Fighting scenes were great...i feel that even the storyline is good lah!!! it's worth my $9.50 man!! even the actress and actors are quite good looking...wad's best is the show is exciting from start to the end...=)

ruifang and I (muacks)

the nocturnal creatures...=)

den monday and tuesday was tuition...the boy is still naughty as usual...but i dun care..next tuesday is my last lesson wif him...speaking of tat...happiness is over-whelming everything else...=))

den wednesday night...went for movie with cindy...had subway for dinner at PS. i realise maybe onli those wif less than 6 grams of fats will help ppl to slim down...other than that i guess u will still be fat!! muahahahah!! =)) den we proceed to The Cathay. We booked the tickets online and they had this self collection booth which is damn cool...just brush your credit card and the tickets came out in less than a second...

Harry potter was a stupid show...i mean it isn't as nice as i tot! lucky i'm onli spending $7 on it... it's just an episode to path its way to the ending...which is like kinda boring...not much of fighting scenes and soo on...but it has made me get the urge to read the book! i hope someone can lend me harry potter's books soo that i can read and know the ending soon! cos it's kinda driving me nuts...=))

just came back from KTV-ing and tuition! today is a super eventful day...ok...first, i was late after getting a mini cake for serene...took cab to outram and the uncle is super annoying...first he asked if i was going for lunch i said no...den i tried to slp...den he started asking if i like chinese oldies...i said it was fine...den i said i dun mind u can continue listening...den he started blabbering abt how he go for KTV and abt his family...(i din tell him i was going KTV at all) i just couldn't take it...IS TALKING TO PASSENGERS CONSIDERED AS PROVIDING BETTER SERVICE? den i rather not have such service...=((

den met up wif weilin they all and we proceed to this KTV in chinatown called "TEN DOLLAR CLUB FAMILY KTV" i was damn amused by the TEN DOLLAR word and couldn't stop hurping on it! hahahah!! serene was kinda amazed too i guess...but the thing is they really lived up to their name...IT was REALLY $10 to sing and free flow of drinks plus tidbits and a bowl of shark fin's soup...They LIVED up to their name of FAMILY KTV when, serene and I visited the toilet and we walked past this room and it's really furnished like a living room of a normal flat...den i was laughing already...more to come...the toilet looked the same as my house's toilet...this is funny! but the toilet is clean...that's commendable...=))

KTV was more of like chit-chatting...we chat as though we haven met for a long time...but the fact is we see each other every Sunday...=) sang the songs like ERMMM! bad...hahahh! den held a small celebration for Serene...her birthday is coming soon...we tot that sunday isn't a nice day to celebrate for her...soo yup yupp...we decided to celebrate today instead..=))

weilin and me. =))

serene and weilin

the pre-birthday girl..=))

serene and me =)))

(we dun have a group picture because we cannot manage to get a good one...)

den went for tuition...was kinda late...but when i arrived...i realise the boy din do his HW as usual... so i went like:

me: y u neva do your hw??

boy: (kept quiet and faced away from me...)

me: who make u angry again?

boy: none of your business (in the unpolite tone)

i walked out to the living room and asked his mum wad happen...the mum came in and talk to him...but he refused to listen and this time round, it alerted the daddy...he came him wif a veri angry mode...asked him y he din wanna do his work...and he started like slapping his face requiring and answer from the boy...the boy just came quiet and started crying...he still refused to pick up his pen to do work...den the father went to the room and get a cane to cane him infront of me...i was totally shocked...the boy just kept crying and crying...all i can do is to get him to pick up his pen to write...he was crying soo bad that he had a lil anxiety attack...i really din know wad to do...had to slowly coax him and he got his pen to write den the beating stop...but luckily at the end of the lesson he wasn't that bad...lest, we managed to finish some work...i was totally astonished by the parent's action...i din expect them to cane him infront of me...i just feel tat perhaps they should have saved some pride for him...but i guess if they hadn't done this he would just continue to show me faces...i'm glad i'm having my last lesson next tue...thank you Ck..u are my saviour...hardwork for u...good luck! =)

wad a long post! have fun reading and looking at pics...=)))

oh yah!! someone requested me to post this here... i supposed to post the youtube tag here...but i decided not to be too nasty! if u are interested just go and view it at click here

sick!

2007-07-13T00:55:00.000+08:00

If i continue giving tuition to that lil boy i think i will either pull all my hair out(i will rather save it so that i can help the cancer society next time) or i will get a heart attack and die...

i mean if u are stupid i'm ok...if u stone in class i'm ok...but if u are not soo good in studies,stonning and throwing tantrums like a kid...i cannot take it...wad's his problem...every lesson i see him...i will have to nag like an old lady...could u please do your work...i mean your parents spend soo much...they want u to do well...if u continue like that wad will u learn...and the story goes on and on...i even asked him wad he learn in school...he couldn't answer...

i totally gave up till i asked him...how do he want me to help me...my gosh!! if a teacher tells me this i think she's totally disappointed in me man! i remember miss tan mei mei used to tell our class this(or is it just me)...hahahahh!!

i wish i can just let go and leave man! but i think he still need somebody to take over rite...i hope ck likes giving tuitioN! i can give it to him! i cannot take it!

i need a break from tuition! but i need cash to support for all the expenses i'm using! lucky i dun go out often...i slowly enjoying my life inside blk 457...muahahahahh! sticking my eyes into TV!! =)))

random!

2007-07-12T01:52:00.000+08:00

OMG this is super random!

i suddenly miss yuan ching...yeah! the old school building is tearing down...i din catch my last glimpse of it! i guess everything is sort of change...and i din enjoy my 4 years there exactly...did i?? but while browsing thru ex-yuan chings ppl's blog i realise how much i miss that school! hahahahah! even the toilet uncle is also being missed by me!

ok! i'm here to tell all FAT ppl that SUBWAY really works...it helps to slim down...i neva believe in that FACT! i promised...and i'm not endorsing for SUBWAY either...but i browse thru a junior's blog, and realise the fat boy i used to know is no longer FAT!! but i'm still thinkin wad he eats at SUBWAY! even though fengs always say subway is rabbit food but it aren't exactly rabbit...it contains meat! and BREAD is CARBO! maybe he had that vegetable bread...whole lot of vegetable and vincent likes that! hahahah! i can't imagine that! ok! i'm changing my diet to a subway diet everyday! muahahahahah! and hopefully i shed some fats away! this is too much for me to take!!!

i will try to take that diet some day! and if i do get slimmed down i HOPE SUBWAY will get me to shoot an advertisement for them! hahahahah! and if i do get fat after that diet...i HOPE i earn enough money to sue them! muahahahah!!

hahaha! i neva felt soo dumb before...ok this happened to me today...

someone sends me this sms: call me now...i have a bad news abt you to tell u...

wad is the immediate reaction of everyone??

of cos i'm dumb enough to call that person!!

and guess wad...there's more to the sms below...hahahah!! sometimes we shouldn't jumped into conclusions immediately...there's more to life! =)

i'm damn bored wif life now...com'on i need a school but not a school for school's sake! and please tell me a way to make new frens! i need more exciting frens! hahahaah! =)

tired!

2007-07-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

hmm...I finally know how to roller blade. now i can be an instructor for all those who wanna learn blading in just one lesson!

First, try walking and LIFT your leg up when u walk. Keep a V-shape while walking. Bend slightly forward to prevent from falling at the back. Once comfortable wif walking, try slowly gliding wif one leg pushing and the other leg does not move. =) after practising for some time u can blade wif a faster speed. Soon, u will become a Professional! =)
For more information, call 63****** Lin and Lin Blading Pte Ltd for free lessons and help.

i'm soo happy i finally master roller blading! soon i can get my own blades. =) no more travelling wif my legs. i can travel on wheels. hahahah! i'm not soo DUMB afterall! and Lin FengRu please stop mocking at me!! =)

went drinking ytd...i really regret i din choose to go mambo night! yeah! i'm sian of dancing wif Smack that and Teriyaki boys! hahahahah! i realise Long Island Tea is really a nice drink! and i finally know y it's called long island because it consist of one whole row of different alcohol! trust me! dun drink wif an empty stomach! =)

i'm soo happy this week and next week i'm super busy wif appointments wif frens! hahahah! i onli wanna start working part time when schools start! hahaah! =) Oh ya! i got back the money from my ez-link card! but i can't tell everyone on this world wide web...too bad u can't share my joy! yeah!

back here to clear the webs!

2007-07-02T00:03:00.000+08:00

opps! i'm back to clear the spider webs around! =) ok my life is mainly filled wif boredom and that explains why i haven been blogging. =)

hmm...monday i had Avnet retreat which i thought was quite interesting. cos we haven meet up for soo long and it's a whole new experience meeting up again! xiuhao has been veri nice...warming up the atmosphere. diana, most of the time saying things which makes me shiver in coldness but she's quite cute...=) and weilin...hahah! we do nothing but quarrel a lot...and me...trying to be funny and not allowing atmosphere to be weird. hahahah!! =)

hmm...last last friday which i think is the 22 June. i went volunteering wif the TLC kids again...yeah...they were cute! hahah! being the assistant co-ordinator is quite stressing but i did learn alot...=) i brought my camera but forget to use it to take down the happy moments...yeah! soo no pictures...

den the following i went out wif the FC clique...i think the last time we met was last year! hahahah! or i can't remember if before CNY did we meet... had xingwang for lunch...after that everyone gotta leave...hmm...we din catch up alot...yeah! i think it wasn't a good day anyway! =)

den at night we went MOS to celebrate CK's birthday...hmmm...i din had fun cos my partner was like D*****. hahahah! sooo no one dance wif me for the first half of the night! yeah! it was boring and dumb! hahaah! but CK's frens are really quite interesting! =)

i saw this is quite interesting, when i was waiting for the rest to come. =)

i'm super angry today because my ez-link card expires today and i din know! wad's worst is i just top up ytd! soo the card has a value of 23 bucks...F***. i can't refund it or else i will lose my card! i can't transfer the value or else i will lose my card! idiot! wad am i supposed to do wif soo much money in that bloody card! i'm super angry! the system sucks! y can't i keep the card! it has my face on it!!!! $3 isn't worth the copyright! wad if i get famous one day! hahahah! that card is going be be worth hundred bucks! it's a super bad day for me! i hate this!

i can't wait to learn dancing! i wanna learn something new! i need new excitment in my life??

singing lessons!

2007-06-11T00:06:00.000+08:00

hahah! have singing lessons today! and Jeff 老师 allow us to bring home the song we recorded in studio! muahahah! and he is expecting us to actually spot our mistakes and compare wif wad 阿妹 had sang! hahahah! i find it quite funny! cos if that's soo i think we can circle every verse we sang! hahahah! i'm really enjoying lessons veri much esp now since the 4 of us are like slowly getting to know and mingle ard better! =)

i went for make up lessons on saturday, it's my last make up lesson, and i heard something quite funny! ok...i din expect anyone would say that actually!

this 2 guys, A and B were making a conversation and soo they are saying like when did they started listening to songs and when did they started liking to sing...

A: 你中学就喜欢听什么歌？
B: 周杰伦
den B continued...i dunno y he continued saying this lah...
B: 其实我很后悔我中学没有好好模仿歌手唱歌，不然我的程度一定不知这样！一定会更好！

ok! i was laughing deep down in my heart! i mean y would someone say this kind of thing! oh my! i believe if u have heard me talking abt my singing lessons u can guess who is guy B lah! hahahah! ok! i'm feel quite bad gossipping! =)

friday i went to volunteer my service at Tender Loving Care childcare centre. it's was lotsa of fun! we brought the kids to the air force museum and the Singapore Discovery Centre! hahah! it gets irritating at times when u hear them saying teacher teacher all the while! but then ot feels great to play wif them...hahah and if u know they enjoy your company, u feel even a better sense of satisfaction! =) how i wish i could be involved in their sentosa trip next week, if i have a chance i would definitely go again but i really couldn't stand not having MEAT to eat! muahahah! i mean if it's all vegetables i dun mind but it's vegetarian soo there's like a lot of funny things in their food! lol!

shall show u photos now as pictures speaks a thousand words!

volunteers and the children!

more taiwan photos!

finally!

2007-06-07T14:37:00.000+08:00

Ok. i have decided to appeal for NUS real estate. i guess it's something which i like and at least it's specialising in something. i dun have to think abt wad to do in future maybe! i dunno!

hahah! been writing the letter in hope they would be touched and accept me. hahahha! i was soo blur that i tot it was a 300 words essay. but in fact it's 300 characters which includes punctuation and spaces. my god! hahahahah! i have to get my dear feng feng to edit for me again! she's soo nice...despite her HEAVY work schedule at seletar, she help me to edit my grammar which is like...oh my god! =) thanks dear! and prayed hard i will get something. =)

grace has been real nice even though she dun have my number and she isn't that close to me she actually look for other private uni for me...cool...i'm quite interested in SMa. their degree for mass com seems quite cool. and it's onli 16 months but provided i have to take a dipolma course but the fact is i dun mind a diploma course which onli last 9 months. hahahah! i will give consider it as one of my choice i guess since there's another application during september. if worst come to worst i might do that course. =) at least it might be something i prefer. =)

NTU sucks!

2007-06-05T22:59:00.000+08:00

ok i finally have the courage to call NTU ytd and they told me i have to wait for a second acceptance period to accept my offer because there was no indication that a letter was sent to me earlier on! so wad does this mean?? and wad if i get rejected later on...and she told me there is probably another appeal window...so wad now? wad if there isn't?? my god! i think they probably forget abt my application that is y they neva send me letter...or are they holding me on! but y! like playing wif my time...now i dun even know if i can appeal... den i dunno how i should move on like that...=(

i finally decided to look for a job today! hahahah! =) but now i'm still waiting for agencies to call me...wad a SAD life...i have to WAIT for everything in life! even a job! wah kao! my frens got their job today! like! Argh!! y is it always i have to wait! maybe this is the retribution of being a procrastinator...sad...=(

someone help me lah! wad should i write for my appeal to NUS leh? wad should i appeal? FASS or real estate...someone told me FASS is easier to get in on a second appeal but it seems that this year a lot of ppl are choosing FASS and it is quite competitive...like my god! i need a place in UNI...like i hope god bless me for wadeve i choose i do get a chance...

right now i'm so afraid NTU might reject me like later...den wad if i got no appeal! i dun understand how the system works...this is driving me crazy! the person onli advised me to wait for LETTER! WHEN IS MY LETTER COMING IN!??

my life sucks!

2007-06-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

hahah! i'm idling at home for QUITE a long time! maybe it's time i must get a JOB! =)

i still din receive NTU letter! maybe my letter got hijacked halfway through! tmr i shall give them a call! i think i'm most prob rejected too...but i'm sure i have other alternatives! =)

friday i went back to IJC wif fengs and felicia! i miss the school a lot! i really love that place! we catch up wif miss fong! she's still as nice! hahahh! discuss abt our future but i still dunno wad i wanna do! i guess i can neva find the answer! after that we went to seletar! hahaha! feng's workplace! wanted to stay longer but thomas was too grumpy! so we left ard 3 plus! heheheh! but thomas is nice enough to send me home! muahahahahha!

i went out wif cindy on saturday for a childcare voluntary briefing. hmmm...i wanna go Sentosa wif the kids! =) i think voluntary seems really fun! but i think it's hard for ppl to work w/o money lah! muahahahh! but just to pass time occasionally i'm fine wif it! wad more it gets u to know more frens! i'm kinda excited for the friday event even though we are visiting a boring place! the singapore discovery centre and the air force museum! but i love children! after that we went to town to get presents for our fellow frens! hahahah! their birthday presents! at least we get something done! it's been long since we met! hehehehe! =)

after that i went for singing lessons! hahahah! we are in to the recording studio! it's my 7th lesson. i wasn't supposed to use the studio ytd cos it should be my 9th lesson before i could go in! so i was caught really unprepared! all because my teacher was out to kill me! still say i am super lucky cos ppl can onli use the studio 3 times i can use it for 5 times lah! i was damn pai seh! i dun know ppl from the saturday class well and i have to sing infront of them! even though it's not the first time! but i dun like the feeling that i have to sing through mic and ppl can hear all my flaws at the other end while i can't hear it myself! wad's worst is i din practise my song! sooo i was super pai seh! i was shivering in the studio and kept laughing! dun ask me y! so for the whole song i sang i can onli hear myself laughing! but jeff 老师 was damn nice! he allowed me to switch off lights to sing and he actually turned away to avoid looking at me soo that i wun feel soo pai seh! but afterall i still did super badly lah！ sooo 老师 ask me to try again tmr! yeah! at least he's quite nice lah! =)

came home ard 12am after lesson and i practise hard for my new song! soo within one week i have to practise for 2 songs! see how stressed it is to miss lessons! and wad more 3 lessons! a mei "bie zai shang kou sa yan" was damn difficult to sing! i couldn't even reach her pitch! but all i did the whole night was to catch the melody and know which part to go in and catch the main beat! and luckily my efforts paid off! lesson today was great! i can catch the beat of the song! hahahha! at last! soo now i know actually i can do it if i really want! had lotsa of fun in the studio! it's really different when u sing in the studio and when u sing normally! cos your flaws are all magnified! hahah! den during lesson jeff 老师 was like 哇！你的黑眼圈很深！昨晚很迟睡？ hahahah! i feel like telling him! your lessons end like at 12 midnight on saturday! go home still must practise song soo of cos i sleep damn late！ but of cos i just smile and kept quiet. =) but at least he said i din do too badly for the song！muahahahh! i'm quite happy today cos at least he knows i practise my song! muahahhahah! =)
i'm slowly enjoying to sing again after all the torture all these while! muahahah! practising the songs and listening to them till i seriously hate the songs now! hahahhah! but now lessons are more fun now lah! everytime i attend lesson i feel like watching tv! having superstar right in front of me! it feels quite funny! =)

i'm quite tired after a long day! i suddenly feel like jogging! hahahah! anyone interested?? =)

photos!

2007-05-31T00:19:00.000+08:00

ok! this week i'm home all day watching wei xiao pasta and practising my singing lessons and waiting for my letter from NTU! muahahah!

here's photo which i'm supposed to upload long ago but was too lazy to do soo! tried out wif my sister's new printer soo i have a nice picture for my taiwan trip! =) enjoy the pics of my last day of work too! =)

my lunch kaki in Avnet!

my other frens in Avnet other than weilin!

my mentor!

the ppl i mixed wif other than the above!

i made these for my mentor and phyllis! =)

taiwan trip!

2007-05-24T00:26:00.000+08:00

Everyone i'm back safe and sound! not losing a single strand of money! just lost a lot of money to swindlers i met along the way!

was down wif stomach flu on sunday the next day i returned! i vomit my breakfast...the onli meal intake i took that day! the rest was water i drink and after that was gastric juice i produced! HA! went to took a jab late at night at the 24-hour clinic because i couldn't take the agony! but i'm fine now! i can jump and i can finally feel my stomach working again! hahah!

okok! shall give a brief rundown of my TAIWAN trip!

first my feelings after the trip...it's so fun! i'm glad fengs was there wif me! yes! it built our friendship stronger! i'm sure next time my child will greet her godmother! muahahahh! a lot of things dun need to be pen down, it will always stay in my heart! =)i hope i will visit taiwan again wif her cos i love her cousins! heheheh! i guess if it isn't for them our trip wun end that beautifully! =) i'm happy she din killed me! hehehe! i'm happy we din lose anything along the way! i'm happy we are safe and sound!

the route we take taoyuan->taipei,zhongli->gaoxiong->kending->gaoxiong->yunlin->taichung->sun moon lake->taipei

we should have gone to alishan and hua lian! perhaps next time! =) i hope fengs dun find that country that boring and she's no longer at nan jing dong lu or zhong ping lu. =)

we went to many places...from north to south and back to north! hehehe! had many new experience. thanks for fengs, she did try and encourage me to try out new things! i tried snorkeling, banana boat! some head-spining rides at the theme park. the next time i will try out the roller coaster i promise. muahahah! try out hot spring! it's really hot! eeheheheheh! lotsa of things i neva experience in my life i did! hehehe! i have neva taken a train ride...yeah! i mean CHOO CHOO train! heheheh! but i did it in TW. hahahah! we stayed in a youth hostel...something we will not experience if we din go for a backpacking! heheheh! a room where everyone slp on the floor, a common room, a common bathroom! heheheh! everything is soo new to me! happened to see mingdao, mengzhe and huang zhiwei filming in the streets? considered myself lucky!? muahahah! i can't say everything that happened in the 2 weeks but i have learn a lot...

i will try and upload the photos soon!

now i'm a gal who has seriously got nothing to do! i feel like i lost my sense of direction. everyday i just stare at the TV...can u imagine someone who loves the TV so much actually get sicks of it!? i dunno if i should find a job...like it's going to be just 2 months if i'm going UNI, i dun wanna slack my 2 months away too! maybe i should learn a skill! maybe i should enrol in new classes...=(

i'm worried for my uni entry! i haven get any letters! ppl tell me there's still hope! yeah i understand! but!!! i really want an answer now! even if it's rejection at least it gets me prepared for my next move! trust me i neva felt soo lost in life before. i dunno wad i'm going to do the next step? like even if i'm going to appeal? wad am i going to say? y do i wanna do the course? but seriously y?? there's nothing in SIngapore that appeals to me...like seriously how am i supposed to write something that is soo going to touch their hearts when i can't even convinced myself to like the course...

will it helped if i continue praying? will it be like wad weilin say? god will do more than i imagine? no one can give me an answer...all i have to do is WAIT!

just chat wif my IJ schoolmates! yeah! i suddenly miss school! and i seriously love ppl who actually bother to keep contact wif me! heheheh! shahril is super nice! he will sometimes pop up to say hi and just even a few words exchange i feel happy! so wad if he was just bored? at least he bothers...i feel that sometimes even ppl u treat as super good frens din even bother to send u a sms for the past 5 months! can u believe it! HA! not even poping up at MSN to say hi! i'm glad shahril did! at least i know i still have a classmate who truly loves the class. actually S42 isn't that bad afterall... we do love each other. =) i'm happy i chat wif shahril today! he told me abt NS life! heheheh! he can take nap in the afternoon! =) i wanna join NS too! =) i told him abt my taiwan trip! i might organise a class outing real soon! i miss hongrong and gang! lotsa of things to share wif them! i miss dinie and gang! heheheh! =) i miss zhenting and gang! =) SUDDENLY! hahah! weihong is real nice too! heheh! he will also pop up at times to say hi even though we were neva classmates! heheh! i really appreciate such frens who really bother to keep in touch! =) of cos they are not the onli ones but i hope these examples would actually tell that PARTICULAR someone to contact us soon! heheheh!

it's just a simple msg that makes your day! today there's alot of ppl who make my day! =) at least they care for your presence...i'm glad i have such frens and i love they truly loves me! i love them too! =) i shall declare my love to all my frens and those who truly love me! =) I LOVE U ALL! thanks for being there all the while when i need u guys! =)

TAIWAN!

2007-05-04T14:49:00.000+08:00

today is my last day at work! super happy! i can get out this boring place! finally! like it's a sigh of relief...but i will still miss this place...i have been here for 2 months though neva been happy staying here but at least the thing is i made valuable friendship here...i still thank god for the experience...=)

tmr i'm flying off! yeah! the day i have anticipate since secondary school. the place i have been wanting to go since sec 2...and now i'm going wif my goodie fren! yeah! I hope things will go well for us! =)

To all fans of my blog and all my frens:

Tomorrow i'm going to taiwan so if u need to wish me BON VOYAGE pls do so before 8am in the morning or do it tonight. =)

If there's anything u all wan from taiwan u can still sms me tonight and orders will close at 6am tmr morning! =) i will try and be nice to bring it back for u if it is not at the expense of sacrificing wad i want. =)

ok! i'm super happy i dun need to go tuition tonight! i can rest a bit earlier tonight! due to the lack of slp last night and the previous night i'm having bad headache...so i hope tonight i can slp at 10! hehehehe! i need lotsa of rest! my body is telling me to rest! i prayed hard that i dun fall sick during the trip.

i made a dumb card for my mentor and the mother whom i replaced. hope i dun get mocked...muahahhah! i think i'm quite hypocritical but i mean i still have to thank them for their guidance...they made a part of me too!

last day i still as bored! wad else except to rot! bored! =0

Farewell to all my frens! back again after 20 May !

WTF!

2007-05-02T14:06:00.000+08:00

wtf! wad's her problem...must she ask everybody to tell me things abt engineering...not like engineering would confirm wan me rite? so u think my time is like your time where everyone can get into the choice they want cos not many ppl can afford uni...like wad the hell...there are smart ppl ard ok? it's not a matter of i choosing the course but they choosing me...u think i dun wanna do business or wadeva shit but the thing is can i get in...

i tot families are supposed to give each other support...wad's your F problem! so wad if engineering is hard to study...at least i have a place in Uni...like if i have other choices i wouldn't want engine too rite...shouldn't u just mind abt my decision for once...if i choose the route it might be something i like...

now u blame for not studying hard...like F...you dun have a smart sister lah...the whole family dun like studying except u do...wad for saying such dumb stuff when the exams are over...i also know i neva study hard...y can't u be like daddy...

every choice i make u have soo many comments...y dun u take over me to study if u are that smart! u suck! U tell me to go JC when i wanted poly...it's ok...cos we dun have money to support for both JC and poly...den i say if i really can't make it i will go SIM...den u tell me it's expensive we can't afford it! den FINE lah! dun study! it's the best...i like it that way too!

isn't it more impt to get a degree first since it's the most basic in singapore...isn't many singaporeans doing wad they din study in the first place...doesn't mean i study engine i have to go into that field rite? so wad if i dun like engine...if i get a degree wouldn't it be easier for me to do other stuff...

wad's their F problem! since sunday they wanna fight wif me abt this issue...now in office she still wanna talk abt this issue in front of everyone...yah lah yah lah! i din study hard enough...is that wad u wanna hear! should have let me go poly rite...but wad's the point of saying all these rubbish now...if i hadn't put engine as one of my choice i dun even think there will be a school that will call me up for interview...

i'm as worried as they are...y are adults sooo "zhi zhuo" in their viewpoint...can they stand in my shoes and think...like WTF! soo wad my cousins are doing well...they aren't getting wad they like too wad...isn't that life...it wun go the way u wan it rite...

just let me say the F word for once! =(

bored!

2007-05-02T10:18:00.000+08:00

i dragged waking up early in the morning after my super long weekend!

from the moment i stepped into office i know i will seriously be stonning to death today! sandy's not here for work...my onli fren is not here for work too! soo now i have no work to do and no one to talk to...how miserable...=)

i remembered a moment ago i still have 15 more working days but right now i onli have 3 more working days including today. how sad...

recently my dad has been super nice to me...ever since the release of my results he has been really supportive of me...like always respecting my decision and my choice...i'm loving him sooo much! =) recently he decided to sponsor a bit for my taiwan trip so that i wun be soo cash strapped...=) how cooL! he's also been acting like my chauffeur driving me everywhere i wanna go...for tuition, for uni application and for singing lessons some days...quite touched he did all these even though he was really tired...he's been giving me a lot of freedom too! loving it...=) like how many fathers would let their daughter go on a trip wif just one miserable fren...wad's worst is the trip is 2 weeks long and it's back-packing...i feel so lucky...my other frens probably have to explain a lot to their dad but i dun have to...he just understand it all...=) even for the recent interview...i was really kind of sad i din do well but he din say anything...he was like it's ok...there's always other choices...i suddenly feel sooo much for him...=) i simply love him for being such a wonderful daddy...=)

i'm soo excited for my trip...been dreaming a lot about it...all the scary things that happen in TW. hope everything goes well...fengs isn't liking that place veri much soo i hope she will enjoy it! muahahah! and i hope i dun find the place too boring! =) count down--> 3 more days to saturday...=)

dead!

2007-04-30T21:54:00.000+08:00

ok...Saturday i receive a call from NTU engineering...and i'm like "oh my! I've got an interview...finally" i have to grab that chance....but...it din go well for me...wad's worst is that my sister isn't supportive of me...they are like...told u dun put engine and why did engine want to interview you. isn't the answer obvious...cos my results aren't that good...so i need an interview...and it's my last choice meaning tat no other course will accept me...i'm super annoyed by them.

when i went into the room, they were like sooo nice...but after a while they start asking me questions that i dun really know how to answer them...i'm faced wif a friendly guy and a stern guy...

soo they veri friendly guy started asking me questions...

Friendly Prof: introduce more abt yourself
Me: i do wad a normal teenage likes...like shopping, playing, hanging around...den they ask me abt my hobbies? soo i just answered properly...

Stern prof: do u like reading?
Me: Is newspapers considered? (i dun read a lot, wad else do u expect me to read? science books?)

then they started explaining a bit about the engineering faculty...

friendly prof: so which engineering side are u more interested in? and why?
Me: environmental engineering...cos the sector is opening up since everyone is like more less interested in saving the Earth...(pls...if i choose something shouldn't it be about earning)

friendly prof: den wad is your second choice and why?
Me: Civil engineering...cos some of my teachers are graduates from there?

then he started giving me a question on a ladder and ask me wad are the forces there...so i just answered normally...he was kinda alright wif my answer...

den here comes the tough part...

stern prof: why did u put engine as your last choice
me: cos i'm more interested in the arts side( but seriously if someone put it as the last choice they would least expect for that choice rite?)

stern prof: why did your results diff so much from O'levels?
me: i answered veri truthfully and i guess everyone would know y i did badly...

den there were many other questions abt my other choices...i think they can feel that i like the art side more...

wadeva lah...i din do well for it...that's all i know...sianz...like...i was given this chance...i really tried lah...i tried my best to show my interest for engineering...but then...it was really veri scary esp if u know this is might be your onli chance...sometimes the interviewers want truthful answers but the answers i give is truthful but it doesn't fulfill wad they want...so do they want a well-packaged answer? i'm soo sad i can't give them one...sad...

haiz...maybe god has other arrangements for me...maybe i'm not cut out to be an engineer lah...

i just have to wait for other school's reply...maybe i'm needed somewhere else...=(

sad!

2007-04-26T16:36:00.000+08:00

oh! i finally got my sandals...nice! =)

i just realise...i have been a money slave since i stepped out of school life. a 9-5 job isn't suitable for me...i can't plan my time well. weekend's been tuition for me...i dun have time for my frens...plus my TW trip round the corner...i'm busy earning money...planning my trip...so sorry to all my frens. i kinda miss them though...dunno y i suddenly felt this way...hehehe...

this saturday, planning for a short dinner wif the INNOVA friendless peeps... PS is coming even...i hope she will turn up as promised if the outing is set...hopefully most guys can make it...cos i kinda of miss them...esp vincent's call recently make me miss them even more...hehehe...seriously...i know who makes an effort to keep the friendship going...but friendship isn't abt who sacrificing...but sometimes the person sacrificing a lot will feel sian after some time...seriously i know how that feels...alvin wun be coming cos he will be enlisting this friday...when everyone's out from their 3 weeks confinement, he goes in...i guess after my TW trip den we will organise another outing for the friendless...i hope everyone of us goes to UNI and everyone of us keep in contact till we are old and bring our children to visit each other...

i promise i'm so going to meet up wif all my good frens after my TW trip. i promise...because i'm sooo busy every weekend i sort of miss the chance to see them... and while weekdays we work and study...there's hardly any chance we can meet. but after TW i might not be working so i probably can meet them during weekdays...hehehe...=)

i find it quite weird...when all my frens are studying in SG we can't find time for each other...quite sad...wad if my frens are going overseas? i haven seen GERI and Huilin for years...can u believe it...i think huilin seems to vanish somewhere...hehehe...and Geri...we are always saying tat we'll meet but that neva happen...i'm soo going to make that happen after i come back...=)

hopefully by the time i come back from TW, a school accepts me...then i wun work till i finish UNI...oh my! i just keep praying...god will watch over me...=)

time flies man! today is thursday...i just know my new fren ytd and next week i will be leaving...she's soo going to miss me like how i miss weilin...hehehe...=) that weilin...must scold her...dun reply my sms...oh! y do i always have frens whu dun reply sms...=)

life been quite fun recently at work though...i go ard talking to everyone...i think i'm soo naughty...not even doing work...slacking more than i do...but there's not much for me to do either...1 more hour to go, today soh hua's going tuition together wif me...=)

=)

2007-04-25T17:19:00.000+08:00

I did quite a lot of stuff today! finally after one day MC...my workload is compiled...but it onli managed to keep me occupy for 1st half of the day...=)

know the new temp xiao ming...hehehe...=) she's quite nice really. =) though i still miss weilin...cos i can tease her...but i'm still enjoying talking to the new temp cos she's as free as me...she veri poor thing cos she dun have internet connection...so she can't surf the net...oh my god! soo poor thing! using the com yet she can't surf net...sooo i will be her onli source of entertainment.

did research for my TW trip these few days! i can be the Taiwan tour guide now...=) copied the nice places available and we will pick and choose the relevant places i guess...=)

i have like 7 more days of work...=) trust me i'm quite happy but i know i will miss the ppl here...

rotting!

2007-04-23T15:00:00.000+08:00

The whole of today i basically spend it rotting away(cos my fren is not ard)...surfing the net for all the places of attraction in TW and how to reach there...so now i have a handful of info...just dunno how to start about going...=)

yuan ching's on today's Straits Times. I miss my school. now that they are expanding i couldn't enjoy the fruits of my labour. =) YCS have about 1000 students now?? hehehe...when i first came i onli had 649 schoolmates (excluding myself). Yes it's a gangster but wif teachers who care. YEAH! and i'm always complaining y do they care abt how we dress soo much...i miss the days whereby Ms LEE will joke ard in class wif us, i miss the days whereby Geri and I make fun of the teachers...lotsa of memories came back when i read thru the news...recalled all the funny incidents and how police always patrol ard our school, how Mr Gomez will rush out when there is a fight and how we will be scolded when we laugh during assembly when someone is being caned...I miss those days sooo much! if i could turn back time, i would still choose to go that way! =)

i still have no news about university. but i choose to believe that god will bring me to my rightful place and i just have to continue waiting. god will do more than i can imagine...i believe...=)

just met feng feng and bought a pair of flip-flops at AMK hub. =) seriously i need a bigger sling bag to bring to TW! right now i haven decided wad should i bring now...11 more days and i'm off to TW. time flies...=)

last friday was welin's last day...we went to watch the 200 pounds beauty. just the both of us. went to cine but tickets but it was sold out...rush to shaw to watch instead. nice show...if i have a chance i will watch again. =) it's a story about the argument of inner and outer beauty...dun think they present that argument in the show veri well... i tot there should be more to it. i just feel it's a veri heart-warming show whereby u see how the gal, Hanna strive hard to achieve her goals even willing to go under the painful knife for a change. i guess the touching part is between the father and Hanna, just watch it if u want a laugh. it's worth the time. =)

Our pic before she left office.(me, weilin and sabrina)

last sat, fengru came over the Esparis chalet at night to stayover. =) went swimming(dun think we swim) or water-soaking. miss the good old days! =) spend the day discussing our trip. yeah...we did work...at least we make our first step...but we just know nothing abt that place...i simply love the whole process where we plan together...hope we will enjoy the trip together...this is going to be a great bonding to our friendship. next sat we will continue planning before we set off...cannot waste any more time.

ytd's singing lesson, was disaster for me. yup. i din practise the song, Cappuccino by Elva. got scolded...yeah...teacher was quite fierce ytd. wad's worst is i got rhythmic problems...like i can't catch the beat. sooo i was super stressed up! it's the first time i ever get so sick of a song. i neva get so sick of Elva's song before. now i'm quite scared of that song...=( can anyone tell me how do u catch the rhythm? how do u get the beat from the song?? hehehe...

it's raining now...i'm feeling kinda sad...i dunno y...feeling tired...i miss my fren...right now i'm missing the breaks we had last week. i just have to be a good gal for the rest of my 7 days here...=) tmr i will be on MC. =)

blog!

2007-04-20T14:58:00.000+08:00

I neva felt such a strong feeling that my frens should blog everyday! and i should have more frens who have blogs! =) So, To all frens, pls blog abt your EXCITING life for the next 2 weeks EVERYDAY!! just to keep me company...=)

today is weilin's last day! no more frens...argh SAD! got to make new frens wif the temps...=) going for movie later...hehehe...=) just me and her...happy dating...=)

haiz! seriously i wonder when will any universities call me? or when will i know my application results...i dun like the feeling of not knowing wad's behind...and i seriously wanna do arts...i dun wanna just go on for business etc...just because they are going to give me more earnings next time?? seriously, i'm like a lost sheep in the big farm...

i'm enjoying the days when my sister are coming to work...at least when i'm bored she will entertain me wif her minimum time...=)

8 more working days to end my contract (minus labour day and one tue for checkup) hehehe...u know how excited i am!! just to end this job! actually maybe if i dun get into UNI this year...should i wait for next year to appeal?? but will it be towards my disadvantage??

14 more days to TAIWAN! i'm actually less excited for the trip because i still can't see my future...

mc!

2007-04-19T10:39:00.000+08:00

OK! sandy's absent for 2 days! and ytd and today i have nothing to do! better still...more time to talk to weilin and my new boy! muahahha! friday's weilin's last day...sad. =( i have to go by 2 more weeks alone...since the new temps aren't that friendly i guess my life will be kinda sad...=(

i'm so dead...i forget how am i supposed to sign on my debit card! muahahha! can anyone be more blur than me...and i realise i sign wrongly on the acknoledgement slip too! MY GOD! *flip* can anyone advise me wad am i supposed to do? approach the bank assistant and tell them i forget how i am supposed to sign? i bet ppl will fall off their chair...

ok...i have decided to give one of my tuition boy to my cussie... cos i'm too dumb for a P6 boy and i shouldn't be causing any harm to little angels. =) i can understand y he do so badly for his exam papers actually! because the QN he dunno, i also dunno! tell me how am i supposed to teach him? muahahahah!! i think cussie will be a more suitable candidate. and since the boy is more quiet...it will be easier for cussie to teach!! =) i'm soo lucky to have a cussie...muahahha! at least someone could help me share the load.

one good news is that my P5 girl's mother dun want a tuition during exam period...and since i'm going TW during that period i'm safe...

but the bad news is...she knows i'm going overseas and since the agent told her i'm from NTU...and the gal has got a cousin in NTU...the mother might be asking when did NTU have holiday...which means...i'm dead!! the agent shouldn't be lying and i shouldn't be joining the lie...sooo now...i'm super worried...=(

i just help waiting for time to flY! weekends coming! friday might be going for farewell party for weilin...depending if there's one! =P and saturday is gathering for the FC clique and fengs coming to stayover i suppose...sunday is singing! i hope i can go SELETAR golf competition!

wad's more then having an enjoyable weekend after the boring weekdays! =)

it's time for a change

2007-04-18T10:44:00.000+08:00

it's time to change my template...

before i managed to unfold the mysteries of photoshop...bear wif this!

that's how busy i am at work...=)

no tram ytd...but we played table tennis...i miss playing, i miss training, i miss IJC!!

oh! i really wanna get into UNI...it's getting quite worrying...been hearing a lot of interviews that's going on...