♥ Tuesday, June 24, 2008♥
It's really hard to be running away and not facing the problem of something tat you really want to do...when all else fails u, u still carry that glimmer of hope.
I seriously want to go to school. no matter what are the ways i have been trying, no one seems to be understanding of it...i wonder why is it soo hard to let me go to school when i know they can afford it...it's just a matter if they want to...
I know this is not really a time to get emo abt such things but i seriously think i shouldn't be wasting another year...it's 2 years in total...when they first say they allowed me for full-time now they change their mind...their mind seems to be changing again and again...this eeks me. 2 years of life soo wasted...soo what happens after the 2 years...everytime will just be the same over and over again...it's a vicious cycle...
Are they going to tell me next that even if i dun study i might become a millionaire like Mr Sim next time if i work harder...Ha!
Sometimes i am just soo jealous of the someone who can actually quit JC, go poly, quit poly and go Australia to study just because he has the money in the world...when he's not serious abt studying...like...omg...y waste money on such ppl...ok...i'm just being childish here but i am really jealous...
Saturday went out with the friendless, they are seriously great ppl, we all deserved better future...=) was super late that day because of some reasons i overslept and i'm real sorry for that...we went to have monster ice and imagine 4 big boys and 2 girls...there's nothing much we can doo...soo we walk to the cathay to have early dinner...Billy Bombers...free milkshake with movie tickets and every $15 spent...
den we watch "You dun mess with the ZOHAN" Seriously a cheap flick...if you are just looking for laughter then you can go for it...but please watch on cheaper days. HA...I did enjoy the show lah...kinda sweet for the ending because true love is found and peace is achieved...=)
After that the 6 ppl could not find anything else to do except to visit our "favourite" place...=(
They are the greatest thing i found in JC
I am thankful for her as she's with me when fengs's not ard. =)
acting retarded...
trying to act cool but not cool...
we had the same driving instructor...and i quite like my driving instructor though. Kinda miss lessons cos it's the only chance i will be driving...HAHA
I am soo missing Fengru...i seriously need to talk to her...Guess wad even with the most advance technology...my email to her can be lost...i dunno wad to say...she haven replied me on anything and i'm dying to tell her a lot of things...i hope if she ever see this she can just give me a call...
<3 donuts
