♥ Wednesday, May 28, 2008♥
i guess i'm more or less decided...i dun think i will be going to school if i dun get into local uni...not even SIM...firstly i'm underage and i cannot get a loan from the bank...secondly some idiot doesn't want to help because she thinks i wun be able to REPAY her back...anyway i'm still quite pissed because the same blood is flowing thru us and she said something like that...
it's their money...anyway i dun force ppl to do things...i'll just stay at her place eat and spend all her money...anyway i think if i'm in this state partly because of her...
I've been telling myself not to think this way because i'm soo much more fortunate than others...sooo right now i'm still standing strong...it's ok i dun go to school now...wait till i'm 21...able to get loan myself...anyway no matter wad, my dad wun be able to support me to study soo i shan't stress him...=)
In singapore u can neva make a wrong choice...i really really hate to say this...govt wants us to get a degree soo much but there isn't any help given...in singapore if u want to study in uni, either u are damn smart or u must be damn rich lah...or else it's sooo going to be a tough process...if only i live in australia or US...such a big place...everyone gets a place in University...y worry...=(
<3 donuts
