♥ Friday, November 09, 2007♥
It's Friday...I'm working... my last day in XYZ marketing...=(( actually i kinda like this place... i kinda like the ppl I'm dealing with... that's y i turn up on my last day...
meet up wif the friendless clique on Wednesday night @ fengs house... attendance is great... considered full attendance except for Darren because he has guard duty... actually maybe fengs is right...the outing is for interaction...ok... i'm not putting enough effort...we mahjong and blackjack...the later part of the night... we went to Jalan Kayu to have prata... i think it's really fun if u have a car... u can go anywhere at night... how fun... came back and the guys watched champions league while i proceed to dreamland... the next morning...we went to have brunch and den off to yishun SAFRA for pool...sometimes when many ppl are together it's hard to have small talks... maybe we should have more interactive games like twister...
back home... was late...my sister was pissed... apologised but my bro-in-law has to make some noise and make my sister even sadder and pissed... this sucks... I'm SO not born to please everyone... i mean i already apologised... besides we left the house after i reached home... i mean he dun have to reprimand my sister right... i mean he can just tell me off or something... OK...i felt bad my sister have to take up the blame...this sucks...
worst is i saw my sister break down in the toilet... for some reason i know she has been keeping a lot of stuff to herself...i know she has been suffering a lot at work...at work she have to take up a lot of responsibility... at home too... sometimes i felt bad... but she has neva spoken to us... she has been keeping everything to herself...
我的不开心，没有人聆听。。。我也不知道应该和谁分享。。。他们需要你时，往往你都在他们身边，但你需要他们时？？ 他们又在哪里？？ 人真奇怪， 每天都有很多东西 complain， 我想你给别人的，你也希望得到一点。。。人是不是会应为不常见面而疏远？？ 我好像觉得我的朋友都没有时间听我说话。。。。还是我想太多。。。也许，我也不知道该怎么说。。。
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