♥ Saturday, November 10, 2007♥
if only i could turn back time...
if only i can talk freely to someone...
if only i can have a break from everything...
if only i dare to run away alone from everything...
if only...too much if only...
i realise i haven been talking to a good fren for a long time...i realise i neva had the courage to tell frens how i felt abt them...
i realise i have too much things going thru my mind...
i know some things are meant to kept for myself...
i'm just being emo...=)))
a mei songs make me even more emo...
i start to ponder abt the purpose of a blog... if i have the freedom of speech...i could write anything... but if i do not want the whole world to know how i am feeling y am i writing this down... i can always open up Microsoft word and save the things i wrote....
i wonder why...
i visited ah ma today... she looks skinnier each time i see her... heartache... she looks better though... but i see how much she has gone thru from her wrinkles...i feel like giving a hug...a warm hug... but i din... i'm finding hard to catch up wif time... there are soo many things i want to do... there are soo many things i regret doing...
chocolate makes me happy... i'm bueno-ing...
<3 donuts
