♥ Wednesday, October 24, 2007♥
Went singing wif weilin, ser and clar ytd...it was quite fun at first until things get....and i get....den went to clar's place and she send me home...it feels good that when your fren have a car...thanks for sending me home...
i'm suddenly veri unhappy about things ard me...really veri veri unhappy and affected by all the stuff...
No.1:
Last sunday while on MSN, i'm veri nice to entertain this person and yet he keeps saying i'm dumb and even calls me dumbo for more than 3 times...i'm really really veri affected...esp since i've to come a consensus that i'm not that smart...so it's feels really quite hurtful when ppl calls me dumb...it's really hurtful for words like dumb and stupid...and i have tot thru and i promised not to call ppl dumb or stupid...i'm might hurt others.
No.2:
I really feel veri veri veri angry when ppl shout at me...pls...if u cannot control your patience for me den just tell me in a nice way...you dun have to shout at me...wad more if the issue is veri mundane...i mean i have done nothing wrong asking abt my money rite...y do u have to shout at me like 'can you wait' you can just me in a nice way...if you can't concentrate on counting the money den use a calculator or else dun do that job...the thing i cannot stand most is ppl SHOUTING at me...pls lor...my parents dun do that to me...what gives u the right to do that to me....even if you are my bestest fren it doesn't give u a right to do so...wad more being unapologetic is the worst thing u can ever DO!!!
No.3:
I'm super super pissed abt someone making my stuff missing...i lend you the file in a whole good condition and i still remembered vividly that i told her to take care of them and i want everything back! but the file came back wif alot of her stuff and my stuff had been MISSING! this is veri veri IRRESPONSIBLE and i'm not tolerant abt that!!! not only that! one of the books came back wif white clay like powder stuff on it!! wad have you done to my book!! did u do clay on it!!!!!!!! wad are treatin my book like??????? i'm veri veri angry!! and i hope someone can convey this msg to that person or i hope that person is really this!! i want my things back!!! and u better find them...or else this is where we draw our line to our friendship!!! I can just tell you that my things which contain my memories can be more impt!!!!!!!!!! i dun think u have the right to damage my things!!!
i'm veri veri affected by this 3 things this week...it spoiling my mood...and only if she managed to find my things maybe i will feel appeased abt it. This only tells me it doesn't pay good to be KIND! i mean i'm treating ppl in a nice way...lending you things...and wad gives u all a right to treat me like that!
i am no good! i'm veri veri petty abt such little things because i feel that it's how u treat our friendship...some things money can't buy!
I feel veri stressed abt having to put a false front infront of others...pretending to be one that is not my usual self. =(((((((((
i suddenly miss IJC food! i miss IJC life! I'm not liking my life now...
<3 donuts
