♥ Monday, February 26, 2007♥
Can the radio and media stop reminding me abt friday. I'm having butterflies in my stomach. Wad if i dun do well...wad if i get a surprise....all my wad if....the wad if will be a confirm answer if i had study, if i din sleep in class, if i'm not defiant against Mr Khoo. How i wish i have the courage to jump off the building if i did badly...tooo bad i dun have. May GOD bless me on friday. wad's done cannot be undone. sooo May GOD bless me.
Last Friday, we had steamboat at Vince's house. hehehe...the usual ppl, CK,ryan,alvin,fengs and feli. the company was cool. real heart warming gathering. i lost money. alvin is real lucky that day. all of us contributed to the ALViN's taxi fund. i guess he used his sister's money to play. that's y he's sooo lucky. =P real alot of crap from these ppl. wonder when will we get another chance once the boys goes to army and vince's maid goes back home. muahahahah!
I really cannot stand ppl who dun reply sms-es. Just let me grumble. I really hate it. at least u should let ppl know u have read the sms and give a confirmation. instead of ppl waiting there the whole day long just to get a single reply from u. the feeling is no good.
AND, i'm veri disappointed in her. really. she used to tell me y we dun sms her...y we dun ask her out? but did u ever try. i feel bad abt treating u bad. i try and and be nice. but i dun see u appreciating. i really feel quite hurt. i give the first step but wad did u do. Do u really feel u are our fren? are we really a part of u?? just let me GRUMBLE
recently i'm watching zhuan jiao yu dao ai. muahahaa...i like that show. really nice. it's not onli abt love. abt friendships. how frens should treat each other. S and show really act veri well...like loggerheads. SHOW is veri funny most of the time. i seem to prefer this show more than hua yang. dunno y. i haven even finish hua yang. but i can't stop chasing zhuan jiao.
如果是真心当朋友，就会记住他的脸。不管在任何地方都会记住他的脸。shouldn't frens remember each other no matter where they are. even some small things bring back memories between each other? maybe i'm asking too much. i guess wad my sister say is right. sometimes ppl do have their priorities. mine may not fit yours.
i just help mei mei to bathe. great accomplishment. now i can feed, i can make milk, i can carry and i can bathe her...soon i will learn to burp her and change her shit---> i dun wish to learn this though
work is kinda boring for me. i can sit in the office the whole day long doing nothing. sometimes i onli send 1 email in the whole day. maybe my drawings skills would improve after this 2 months. Oh ya...the gal i'm replacing has given birth to a baby boy. quite cute. =) if u need someone to entertain you, u can sms me.
but i still kinda like the job lah...cos it's abt marketing. u know how marketing works. just that wad they are selling i dunno. because it's all the small mechanism which i could neva see.
<3 donuts
