♥ Tuesday, October 10, 2006♥
hmm...today we had a talk by mrs chin! push on! yes! that's wad i'm going to do! and i'm to skip school whenever i can! because she say we shall not waste any half hour! though i'm wasting it now! yah! travelling to school is veri time consuming and i'm not productive in school! sooo wad's the point!
anyway i think i'm doing something which will make me regret for some time! really! we used to be veri veri happy together! really! but things wun the same now! u no longer believe like wad we used to know! the one that brought us fun! is it 日就见人心？i dunno! but then...i'm struggling veri hard!
today i had chemistry mock test again! i wrote alot of crap! i think Miss tan is gonna vomit blood marking my paper! tmr i wanna stay at home to finish chemistrY! tell me i can stay focused!
today i went to grandma's house! she had a fall! it pains my heart! she look sooo pale! and she lost a lot of weight since the last time she was hospitalised! she fell off from the bed! she dunno how she fell off now! i'm quite worried abt her! she's staying alone at home at night! nobody knows wad happen at night! she was onli discovered in the morning when my uncle return from work! maybe after A's i shall spend more time wif her! hope my grandma gets well soon!
有时候，我不知道为什么总是有人背弃我对她/他的信任！ 让我真的不想再相信！信任是相互的！我累了！今天又一件不愉快的事！ 我要告诉你我累了! 不要在把我推来推去！ 我不是物品! 当我没价值时，就把我推一边！ 我没权利生气吗？ 你总是要我们对你好？？ 我都尽力了！真的不想再这样！ 我想她也看不懂！写来抒发情绪的！啊！！！！！
sometimes being a human that's alot of things beyond your control! u just have to face it and push on! i really believe if u are sooo protected when u are young, a little failure also u cannot withstand! if your life isn't beautiful! then make it a beautiful! u dun live to make others happy! and i dun wanna be push ard! let's go mugging!
i wanna continue loving u people!
HOW wonderful it will be if the picture is complete!
Weilei's mummy made this for me! thanks bud!! i love the cake! it looks soo professional!
<3 donuts
