♥ Wednesday, October 18, 2006♥
alot of things happen in the week but i shan't say much because some things are not abt whether u believe it or noT! it happen in front of my eyes! tell me if i should believe or not!
my ah ma was admitted to hospital! din have chance to go cos of some reasons! till today! she hasn't eaten much food! and today she can't have food! oh my god!! i feel sooo heart paiN! and the doctor gave her some drinks to clear her intestines and she kept going toilet! things are coming out but nothing is going in! she's sooo weak now! can't even go to the toilet herself!! it's really hurtful to see her like that! but she's better now! after some checkup she will be discharge soon! hopefully by this weekend! now i dun even feel like eatinG! she's a veri lucky woman! got ppl ard her 24-7!! loved by all of us! =)
some things are better left unsaid! everyone in the family knows i hate u! yes i do! i was forced to board your car! i was forced to give u face! yes i was!! i really am! and i hate to see your face and hear your name!! really! we used to be sooo close. y now it feels sooo weird! i dun even feel like talking to u!! u are like another person or stranger which i felt sooo afraid of!!
at least i know u have a heart! even though it's during emergency then u have one!
ok! things happen! alot!! bad things are coming my way! i wan a stop to all these! i DO!!
my relatives dun believe i can make iT! wad the hell!! i must prove them wronG!! i need to start NOW NOW NOW!! and CONTINUE CONTINUE CONTINUE!!!
<3 donuts
