♥ Wednesday, October 04, 2006♥
it's gonna be a super long post today! it's my birthday! so i have got a lot to say! YEAH! i'm 18! finally! the long awaited day to be an adult! someone who can goes clubbing without sneaking! someone who can buy alcohol! someone who can actually buy cigarettes! almost everything under the sun i can do! just except entering the casino! but it's ok! since there's no casino in Singapore yet! and i can fulfill all the wishes now! (legally)!
i have always wondered y life has been soo miserable for me since the day i began to taste life. i guess it was when i'm in primary 4 or 5. sooo much had happen for me. unhappiness which i can still remember now. nevertheless, there's still sweet stuff for me, i had a good fren, EMILY! but i neva seem to really treasure her. perhaps. we had alot of misunderstandings and i really regret it now. i have neva told her that I'm sorry! now i wanna say that to her, if she is ever going to read this! it's been a long time! we neva really had any conversation after the release of PSLE results! i do miss her. it just happen that i saw her ytd at a bus stop but she din see me! =(
EMILY:
SORRY! we could have been frens if there wasn't soo much things!
secondary school life was somewhere i hated most. i seen wad's the bad side of human and began not to trust anyone. all the things the people have done to me, i will remember and it's a lesson! and all the stuff i have said to people was a way to protect myself. sooo yeah! if i have hurt u in anyway, it's too bad! luckily, i always have pple who stand by me!
my cousin SOH HUA:
it's been tough competing! but i love u though!
RUI FANG:
you stood by me all the while. thanks girl! u are real sweet! thanks!
GERI!:
we have been fighting thru the 4 years! but we have made great friendships! thank you and u are real fun to be with!
lastly HUI LIN!:
we could have been loggerheads in sec1 and sec2 but fate brought us together! hehehe...i enjoy the fun days wif you around!
oh i miss soo much for all these peeps!
thru all the sad stuff i have learnt to find strength in the things i do. that's 5566! heheheh...dun even think i'm crazy abt them. it's just that they had brought me alot of entertainment! thru them i have met my good fren! CINDY! she's my sister! supporting me during those sad days.
CINDY:
thanks for listening to me everytime! we probably have not been able to keep in touch due to studies etc. these things have made conversations harder for us and made us distant but we will definitely catch up more after my A's. thanks for the present u have made for me! i'm touched! the things u have wrote reflected abt how we met and sooo on! we will definitely make the phrase "frens forever" come true in our friendship! thank yoU!
finally to where i am now! INNOVA JC! my clique. since first 3 months. there was JUSTIN and MIKE! then came CHOR KIAT! though things wun the same now and we can neva turn back time! thanks for making an impact in my life and we shall still keep in contact! i love u pple! thanks for all the joy in the past! i miss those days!! all the way to now, we have had sooo many ppl coming and leaving! now we are left FENGS, PS, ALVIN, FELICIA, DARREN, YIVOON, RYAN and VINCENT! it's been sooo much fun wif u guys around in school! school's great wif u all around! we stand to FIGHT together! let's all strive hard for A's together! we neva know wad will happen in our lives and our friendship but fate brought us together. sooo enjoy the moment now!
specially for FENGS:
oh my! thank god that i have met u in my life! u are really a good fren! sharing all the ups and downs wif me. all the telepathy we had! all the fun we had! the quarrels we had. hehhe...i hope that has brought us closer and things wun change. i hope we can do all the stuff together. even though i can't run that fast in marathon! but i can support u as u run though u might not make it too! heehehe...if u can legalise homosexual marriages i will definitely marry u! i love u dear! life can neva been sooo great wif you! TILL DEATH DO US PART! we will stand together as one and fight A'levels and those...(u know who)!
PS:
oh i have something to say to u! u better keep me as one of your option from A to Z! or else u die! hehehe...thanks for being soo sweet to me! everything felt soo short! thanks to PW! hehee...we couldn't be that close not for that! i wanna keep in contact wif u all the way! i love u! everything u have done for me! thanks for the love u showered me with! i will love u the same as well! thanks for being wif me!
it seems soo short we are leaving INNOVA soon! all the fond memories. all the joy we shared! everything! let's all work hard for A's. the FRIENDLESS club will continue to meet in university! come on everyone! thanks for all the care u have given me! it's really nice to be on the same side and fate brought us together! =)
through all these i have began to grow up! to think of wad i didn't used to treasure. i couldn't be any more happy having these people around me! i am satisfied wif living in a small flat! my family is closer now though still having a missing part! but we couldn't have been sooo closed. i really enjoy wad i'm having now! i wanna continue wif this.
thanks to the other ppl i could have missed out! ppl from YCS like WL, Chong, ZL, CK, JEM and FK! thank you for everything! for being a part of my life. bringing me joy! thank you my GOD BROTHERS! B.A.D!! benjamin, andrian, allan and derrick! thank you for being soo nice and not forgetting my presence! i would love to be your sister my next life!
that's all to all the acknowledgements! it's my birthday soo i have 3 wishes for myself!
1st: BE happy and my family and frens will be happy too!
2nd: To do well for me A'levels! that's wad i need most now!
3rd: to be kept to myself!
today we had a small celebration in school! wif my clique! lotsa of surprises! i din know in the first place! really! i love these people! everyone included! den they came to my house! was supposed to "study" but we did study the cards! hehehe...sorry for being a poor host! shall repay u all after A's!
more photos to be uploaded tmr! just take a look at these!
birthday celebration wif the fc clique @ BUGIS!
Cindy's present! it's lotsa of thoughT and sincerity!
Joan's present for me!
Shimin's present for me!
Feng's gave me a pencil case and a love letter! She bought the pencil case in TW!
THis was long ago! but fengs bought it for me! so i used her ribbon to tie again!
A lava lamp by the clique! it's beautiful!
their card! front!
inside! sweet! i love it!
nothing can be ever more great than today! i love all my frens! we met and become frenz! so we will treasure each other! thanks for the day! i appreciate it! jeron just called me a moment ago! i guess he knows i miss him! i really do! i really thank god for all these i'm enjoying now! =)
<3 donuts
