♥ Friday, August 04, 2006♥
这个星期好像都过得不太好！不知道为什么好像都喘不过气！心情也不是很好！也许是我太感情用事吧！我一直以为自己真的学会过得很开心，也学会变得更坚强，不过事情好像不是这样！也许我把你们看得太重了！反而然自己那么不开心！我要学会了解，然后放下！需要好多好多时间！ 把头仰起来，眼泪就会往后流! 这是真的哦！ 不过值得欣慰的是我终于找到能让我把心里话说出来的人了！felicia 真的很棒！哈哈！
maybe u all just dunno wad i think and maybe i dunno wad i think too. i guess i dun wanna say much because ppl reading this will think that my story is so mundane and y do i bother sooo much abt it!haha! to me, every little tot counts. dun u think sooo...maybe i'm just taking it in the hard way and that's wad ppl tell me. it's the first time i felt this way. sooo u guys dun need to worry that u all left me out like how many weeks ago?? because i cannot remember. anyway it's not abt me being left out! we are always like that wad...we look for each other for different things sooo of cos sometimes someone will be left out. soo it's not abt that!
hehee...today went to felicia's house wif yivoon and thomas! hehehe...ej is sooo small lah! but the pic looks sooo big! hehehe....ej's real cute! hehehe...felicia's house is big! but wif alot of stuff! quite fun lah! at least it's like fun talking to them! thomas's quite crappy! using us to try out his programming stuff! whahahah!! but it's sooo fun to study that!
today's physics lesson is damn fun wif mr teo! he's damn cute. he sits at my table and looked at me and felicia doing the paper1. hehehe...he looked at my lil' notebook. i'm like...hehehe....nothing lah! copy from notes! den he's like...browse onli lah! got summary wad! hehehe...den he's like y dun have this chapter that chapter. hehehe...i was like this is for J1. den he luff! he's damn damn cute! hehehe...den he sits that and talk and joked! oh my! i love him lor. cos i was like all the chapters i dun like i dunno. sooo he's like den how to pass! hehehe...he's damn damn cute! if he's not married i wanna marry him lor!! he looked like my brother la den the feeling also feel like my brother! hehehe...
oh ya! i'm veri sad! cos 17 aug we got chem remedial sooo i can't go for wilber's SP concert！ sianz! go for something which will not benefit me! hehehe...i wanna buy alot of cds! oh my!! but i look at the no of cds my house have...haiz! i better stopped or i maybe not be able to keep them! hehehehe!!
我想要静一下！我真得很在意你们那么对我！对我来说那是不对的！也许我很过分因为我不想要和你们坐下来谈！但是这就是我！我要时间冷静！我很感激那些关心我的人！可能你们比较了解我在想什么！哈哈！有些时候把事情说出来会让心情变好！我的心里本来有一块很大的石头！最近刚刚把它说出来！有点失去安全感可是让我从别人口中知道一些别的想法！我终于了解也决定放下！顺其自然！奇迹也许会出现！我好想奇迹出现！
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