♥ Friday, July 07, 2006♥
oh man!! today is a birthday celebration day. celebrated wif yv in school and went out wif YCS peeps to celebrate huilin's and Nianci's birthday!
in school we had a small celebration wif yv. fengs bought her a small elmo cake. quite cute. ron will sure like it! hahahahaa... hmm...den stayed back after school and fengs they all played cards wif darr and lost 20 bucks in total to him lah!! crazy!! darr is a con man!! hehehe...say wanna lose money!! in the end. no one win except him. but we had bubble tea though. den after that we went to cold storage, our favourite place to have food testing. dumb and boring. today ryan didn't look quite right in sch and he even skipped maths lesson. hmm...this is worrying. i guess he need to find his goals. Jia you ryan! u can do it!!
oh ya. today in physics lesson, miss fong was quite pissed wif us. ps, feng, yv and me. we are the onli table w/o TYS. not onli that we are talking and talking thru out the lesson. me?? sms-ing for half the lesson. i tried to stay awake for that 2 hours. hehehe...she just can't get my attention. i tried. i really do. i dun have TYS. i dun even knw wad u are teaching. nuclear physics?? i know shit abt it! den she finally cannot tahan and walked over to PS and ask her how many marks she wanna get for prelims 2. oh my!! she's soo scary. we are pushing too much! i know my results sucks too but physics is just not my cup of tea!!! den she wanted to fengs to value add another 20 marks the next time round!! hehehe...i hope we will all value add!
den came back home and slack a while before leaving my house at 5.40. was supposed to meet chong at 6.25 at tanjong pagar but i couldn't make it cos i had to go buy cake for NC and HL. hehehe...in the end, i got caught in a slight traffic jam while travelling to tampines and onli reach city hall at 7. hehehehe...so sorry that i was late!! den we went to meet the others at suntec. hehehe...wanted to eat sakae but there's no buffet at suntec sakae, soooo we had carl's junior my clique's favourite!! hehehe...lucky we didn't go sakura. it's $28 leh. imagine eating that expensive buffet when i cannot even finish my Carl's meal!! hehehehe....wad a waste of money it will be! aafter dinner they wanted to play pool but scared there's no more transport to go home sooo they travelled back to West coast RC to play. and me?? poor me stay in pasir ris cannot go!! hehehehe...it's ok. i didn't wanna spend too much money too!! broke!! really broke after buying sooo many presents!! my taiwan trip is like half forfeited if i continue like this!! during the whole dinner i actually feel quite awkward wif HL's bf and NC's bf ard, cos i dunno them. lucky lah. jem and chong kept talking to me!! or else i really have no fren!!
hmmm...on the way home we are discussing abt 2e2's outing. hehehe...seems like it neva succeeded man! it's a pity it always a flop. it's all abt the ppl u hang out wif. if ppl can't make sacrifices for each other den wad's the point. that's wad i feel. i tot for every quarrel it should bring ppl closer but 2e2's quarrel is bringing us now where any closer. hehehe...it's just wad i feel! i dunno. perhaps we just didn't clique in the first place. anyway it's a class that really made me grow to realise my mistakes and realise that not all human beings have spiritual power. they can behave as beast! hehehehe... i do appreciate ppl who make me grow but not that bunch of ppl.
hehehe...den there's something that happen during dinner that make me realise something again! i felt quite bad. really! but i dunno how to say lah! wadeva. anyway i tried counselling ryan. hope he's better now. and as i tot thru i think i know wad i truly wan. i wanna be in accounting i guess!! maybe that's the onli path i feel like taking! cos my english sucks. sooo i doubt mass com wants me!! heheheehehe....it's ok. it no long time for us to look at the side or even look behind. we onli have one path right infront of us. we just have to continue walking. i know we can all do it!! i hope i can do it!! accounting is my goal now!! i hope!! work towards it karen!! yeah!! =)
fengs: look at how small my cake is compared to yours!! wad more it's more ex. wad the hell!!
two birthday cake feeding me wif cake. HL, me den NC!
our group pic!!
me and hL!! oh i miss her!!
<3 donuts