♥ Tuesday, May 16, 2006♥
i feel like punching him! i feel so like a loser! i didn't wanna turn up for food trial but cos of my dad i turned up! in the end i get sooo angry that i feel like killing him to get rid of evil! damn! guess wad i heard at the dinner??
hahah... my poor sister. to think that she dote him sooo much. she's the onli who kept shielding him. trying to say good things abt him in front of my dad...who knows wad he say is just pieces of shit to my sister. lying to her. know wad he said?? he told my sister that he got no money to give my dad etc cos his wife is pregnant etc... den guess wad i heard he bought a new honda car?? sooo wad does this imply?? i dunno y my whole family is shielding him and think that i should talk to him and give him face and respect him?? why should i?? when u are not giving someone the respect he wants den dun expect respect from others. i dun think i did wrong?? neva will i call him again! dun ever expect me to even answer his questions. hahaha...i think even his wife knows it that's y she can't be bothered wif me. hahaha...but i'm happy cos she dun get into my life! i dun even wanna feel like turning up for his wedding. it's veri nice of me to turn up for today's dinner. i really hate the way he treats us. sooo he think everyone of us are fools or are we out to cheat his money. he'll get his punishment! -------!
ok...enough of venting my anger! hahaha...die!! 5566 is coming this weekend and it's at imm. should i go?? oh man!! how?? alamak. i'm staying at pasir ris and they are coming. last time i stay in jurong i dun see them having auto at jurong! hahaha... haiz!! i shall see how! alot iof stuff to settle! need some machine to vent all my anguish!
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