♥ Sunday, May 14, 2006♥
i wanna be stronger is my new aim in life! haha...it just come to be veri suddenly cos i'm feeling a bit too sad recently and get angry over small stuff! hmmm...i have finally moved. i'm currently staying at my sister house and daddy will come over on wed. hmm...our new house is still not ready yet but today we just moved our stuff there and put it in one of the room! super tired but i can't get to slp. i haven had sleep since ytd night. i was packing my house the whole night!
hmmm, i'm kinda of sad i'm leaving that house cos it really brings me lotsa of memories. actually i always tot the house wasn't really lucky cos ever since i moved there i started having many problems. esp. family problems. firstly is my sister stopped coming home and quarrelled wif my dad. den was my sister's wedding and my dad break up wif the gf den was my brother...etc...too much for me to elaborate. despite this, i still have great memories abt my house cos kai ping used to hide from her mummy at my house! cindy stayed over once at my house! my clique's mahjong session at my house and of cos wif fengs!! now i'll miss those days and my room! hahaha....
recently i have been thinking, how i wished i am strong enough to take things easier. hahaha...i used to think that i be veri "da fang" to accept my dad's gf but i was wrong. i dunno y! if i was a little stronger and bite my teeth harder i probably wouldn't suffer so much! i really loved my brother but i really hate the way he treats us. i really wanna talk to him and pretend nothing happen but i really can't. today we were moving house and he didn't even come back. onli after everything was done den he came back and show face and pretend to be fillial and offer to visit my grandma together! i really hate him lor! i get veri bothered by wad he do! Argh! i wanna to learn to be strong!
anyway recently was bad for us. we are moving house and ah ma was hospitalised because of piles. today i went to see her and wah! she looked sooo hagard and skinny! i think she must have lost alot of weight! poor granny! she's going back home tmr! i must find time to visit her! hahaha, anyway today we had "specialist" to help us move our stuff. i'm sooo impressed by wad they can do. they can carry heavy boxes alone and hahaha...they are skinny ppl. i'm veri amazed by the amount of strength they have. all thanks to them that we can move our house sooo fast!
ok enough of those! hahaha...friday we have clique outing but ck still didn't turn up. =( they went to pulau ubin but i was not allowed to go cos i have to packed my stuff. but i met them after their trip in town together wif darren. hahaa...we went to eat bk and them went to watch mission impossible 3. hehehe...not a bad show lah...even though i didn't watch MI 1 and MI 2. hahaha....maggie Q is sexy! hahaha...den the show end at ard 11.45 pm. den we are like crazy rushing for last trains. but i missed mine and had to take 174 home and alight at JJC bus stop! den i had to walk home all alone by myself at 12.50 am. haha...daddy didn't hear my call and didn't manage to pick me up. for anyone who know how far my house is from JJC would know how scary the walk is! anyway i was quite pissed wif my dad cos he made me walk alone but also not his fault cos he's not obligned to pick me up!
den ytd i was procrasinating at home till ard 3 plus den i finally decide to pack my house. hahaha...den after that huilin msg me to ask me to go for pool. hahaha...hmm...i was thinking if i should go cos i tot i had to be at home and daddy wouldn't allow. who knows...hahah...he went to grandma house to play mahjong! den i tot since i sooo long neva see huilin i might as well go! so i went. that is y i have to stay up all night to pack! see the link! lol. sorry ruifang i didn't ask u along! cos it was veri sudden for me too. haha....i decide to go onli at 7 when they are meeting at 8. hahaha...
joan,shimin,me and cindy @ one japanese restaurant at marina square! we trying to act cute!
my pool mates! we rox!
huilin and I. i miss her~
my empty room!
my house!!bye~
our neoprint! my bro-in-law started his critising ppl conference again! hahaha...here it goes! he says that darr is the most handsome (puke). hehehe...den justin is the most mischievous.(quite true), den alvin is the most comical!( i dunno wad it actually means), den vincent is the nicest guy of in terms of treating ppl! (he really thinks he can go be "quan ri xian") lolx! lastly he say fengs!! you are damn pretty! no flaws and cannot see that u are ---! ok...all of the above are said by him! not me! my sister says all the guys are quite good looking. i think she didn't see properly! hahaha...
such a long post! tired! signing off~
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