♥ Friday, July 22, 2005♥
ytd i talked abt Mr Khoo. today he sms me. i am like so shocked and feel abit guilty lah...den today at foyer, he smiled at me. den i was like veri wad lah...i turned back and dun bother abt him. den after that i look at him he was like....er...i dunno wad to say maybe fed up.
his sms said, "Hi Karen this's Mr Khoo. Actually i'm comparing the karen in the 1st 3 months abd the one now. i long to see the spark that the old karen exhibited in 1st 3 months." den i didn't reply him cos i dunno wad to say. den i called fengs but she was bathing. den nvm...after that he sms me again. "Hi Karen do u know wad i'm trying to say abt the spark? i feel u're not stretching yourself to full potential yet. and i'm disappointed wif your maths results. i just din show my disappointment openly. really hoped u can put in more effort in finishing tutorial. hope u know wad i mean. take care and have a gd weekend." den i was like start to ponder. i really feel veri guilty lah...den i sms him back "ya i know. not that i'm not trying is that i dun understand the concepts." den he din reply. den i called fengz. she said i should have something that haf more impact. now i realised. maybe i should say tat is not cos i dun wanna do lah...is cos i dun understand den when i ask him he dun wanna answer my doubts. den i asked fengs to sms him and ask is it he's too traumatized by us??
i guess he tot he said something that hurt me ytd. den somemore i so dao to him. hehe...dat's y he behaving like that. hehe...i guess i need to talk to him lah...but i sometimes dun like his attitude. he's just like not serious. i dunno when he's serious. when he's joking. haiz...i dunno how lah...feeling so damn guilty now. hehe...i dun think he read my blog. but actually i wanna say lah i know my attitude sucks but your wadeva kind of style make me pissed. if u are not sincere teaching me i dun think i can even be enjoying the learning. i try to like listen in maths from now on lah...perhaps it helps. lol...
today's course was kinda stupid. hehe...abt our learning styles. hehe...but ok lah quite fun. heezzz...gtg ler lah...too shocked abt the sms. lol...
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