♥ Monday, September 29, 2008♥

too many ppl are complaining abt me not updating the blog...

firstly is because i was too busy being an exercise freak the past month and life wasn't veri exciting afterall...

recently grandma is sick...it's seems like time is veri short...the only thing to do now is to spend as much time with her as possible.

For now, grandma is in coma stage...she no longer knows wad's happening ard and even we pinch on her toes and thumb she did not give us much reaction. Doctor says, her liver and kidney are badly infected. She was hospitalised for 5 days given the strongest antibiotic, but still of not much improvement. Then uncle finally decided to let her discharge because her BP doesn't seem good.

Now she's back at home with BP and pulse were normal for the past week and these 2 days it seems like BP is dropping slightly, but still at the normal range. It really hurts to see her like this...

since i din update for so long i shall post some of the photos of my recent activities.

We had class outing at sentosa on 30 Aug 2008...quite small scale..not of much interaction...just bathing under the hot sun...



I finally went for the first race in my life on 31 Aug 2008...NIKE HUMAN RACE. An experience for me...i did enjoy jogging! hahhah!! however the crowd control and organisation was bad...causing human jam... -_-""





Finally completion of the race:


For past events, please visit my facebook...too much to say and too much i have missed sharing..

Then last Saturday i went to play Paintball with the Avnet peeps..it's seriously fun... this ppl are really spontaneous bunch of ppl... I was only shot 4 shots and it all happened in the last friendly round, when one of my colleague actually ask me to drop my gun and run for the armour box...then, i din think any further and ran, which i was stupid. My gun still has bullets and the fat man should be the one runninG! ^^

First group in action.


Surprisely with me in the team we are still the WINNING TEAM




The pain inflicted on me i will neva forget...the best part is everyone got shot but only Kelly Lim and I have bruises...and it just soo happen that she had on her right arm i had mine on the left arm...she had one on the left tigh and i had one on my right tigh...how unlucky...


Kelly's bruise is soo scary...



My heart shaped look alike bruise


Lastly i shall introduce everyone to visit my cousin's blog...because of his mighty art talent...please read the post where he drew my lil niece nicole...u will the lil niece cute...

Please visit the following link:
BanBan-studio

This is how i look to him:

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♥ Friday, August 01, 2008♥

I was quite sad abt ytd...because i went to send a very bad sms to my long lost brother that is yet to be found...

i told him to visit my grandma if he still got the heart to, cos grandma is old already and she's finally back from hospital...den guess wad he replied...he say he dun need me to teach him what to do...and dun make assumptions when i dunno anything...

i was damn damn pissed...even though my sms was that nice...but i dun feel wrong at all...because he being a grandson did not visit grandma for soo long and not even bring a single cent home...i am like i am your sister i dun have to teach u how to be filial lor...and wad more how long more can he be nice to grandma and my dad....i am super duper disappointed with him mannn...

always trying soo hard not think he is that bad afterall...but i guess i just have to be not bothered by him lahhh...treat it i lost my brother...

went to watch The Mummy, Tomb of the Dragon Emperor with Avnet..sponsored with buffet and pop corn...yummy! sort of team building but anyway not much of interaction afterall...i dun care anyway...not a bad show...quite nice actions...but kind of short...but storyline seems more interesting than the past 2 episodes...it is kinda funny as well...not gross and stuff like that...=)) worth watching...

haiz...soo sian...everyday Samuel tell me he got no life... now i'm soo influenced by him...now i feel that i having no life...i missing fengru already...3 months of not seeing her...haiz...a lot of things to do but i need to save money...

i wanna go HK but i need to save money...i wanna go BK but i just went this year...i wanna go TW but i went last yearrr....soo wad now....everything is abt money money money....=((((((((

i need A LIFE!

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♥ Wednesday, July 30, 2008♥

everyday is work work work...more workload, more workload and more workload...when is my increment coming in...give me the money or the job title that i want...then i might consider staying...i'm quite sick of the place...politics politics...more and more ppl are leaving the team...and all the ah tiongs are in...=(( i need a break break break...


saturday i met up with Primary mates despite feeling unwell...Timbre timbre again...loving timbre's pizza...2 weeks of consecutive pizza i still crave for more...=))) Drove andrian's Hyundai Trajet...he's a cute one...having a car without license and he's car is for ppl to drive...soo i drove the ppl ard...drove from timbre to Chong pang to pick up doreen and then from timbre to ulu pandan to pick up someone, den from ulu pandan to bukit-timah den to cinleisure...wahhhhH!!!! neva drive sooo long before...den drove around in thomas round and back to pasir ris...I want to drive drive drive...having a car is soo convenient...provided i'm not paying for the PETROL and GANTRY! =))))





Den monday i went to try the free trial Indoor Tanning at Fabulous tan...Indoor tanning is one of the things i wanna try before i die...since i'm trying for a 10km run end of this month, maybe i should soon train for Standard Chart Marathon...=))) Anyway Indoor tanning is damn scary...it feels like cooping in the lift for 10 WHOLE mins...i din enjoy that enclosed space to myself...then after the tan, it din seem like that was any effect...not painful...not red and not dark...but when i went back home...my whole body is red and burnt! painful like shit and the skin feels soo hot!!!!! but the next day...i dun look like i have went for tanning! the effect is like sooo sooo minimum....=((( i guess i will neva spend money doing that again...going under the sun is absolutely free....


Now i'm slacking in office dun feel like working waiting for my colleagues to go and train for our 10KM run....i'm soo excited for the NIKE run end of this month...=))))

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♥ Wednesday, July 09, 2008♥

I am soo missing my sister...since Monday i have been eating bread and drinking Want Want milk for 3 consecutive days...I miss breakfast at Serangoon garden...


I Hate taking 53 in the morning, either too crowded with no seats or travelling at ultra slow speed. Worst is when the person sitting beside is sleeping they lean on you...-_-"" i miss the red Wish...=)


My Breakfast for 3 days already. =(



Haiz...i wonder if SIM will call me by mid july...if there isn't vacancy den i will really wait till next year again...


I should go and work somewhere else...it's killing me here...a lot of ppl seems to living this used to be "wonderland" shortage of manpower means more workload...but more workload doesn't mean more $$ =(


but i am soo used to everything here...i hate to adapt to new changes...=(

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♥ Tuesday, July 01, 2008♥

We had a mini S42 outing at Al-ameen ...it's the 2nd one this year...when we wanna have outing it will come straight in a row...=)) almost half the class turn up...even Mei Ting and Zhen Ting...anyway i had a great time with them...i seriously miss and love them alot because it's the only class i have been meeting often...


It soo coincidental that our Civics Tutor, Miss Fong is having her supper there and she happen to walk pass us when we were talking abt her....it's really a great outing...=)))))br>

Had a talk with them and everyone is leading a good life...except for army boys complaining...Zhen Ting is really brave...she decided to quit NUS to pursue her passion for design...she somehow struck me...I have been thinking of the poly route and maybe it's time to pursue something I like...staying and trying for uni is a total waste of time...


My situation right now no matter what i will have to wait for 1 year unless SIM gives me a reply by mid july that I will get a place...and right now i have to calculate the amount i have to pay if i take the loan...


If i want to take the poly route i need to think if i want to go to university because i am starting later than anyone else...if i were to complete my DIP and excel...i get a place in local uni...by the time i graduate i will be 27...with only veri lil experience at work...and even if i want to consider degree, it will be best i take a part time degree but it seems that for local uni only engineering has got part time degree...soo in either way i will somehow be stuck somewhere...


I seriously hate myself for being indecisive...going round and round in life only to realise i wasted a lot of youth...could have gone to poly rite after A's if i knew i wun get a place in UNI. could have register for poly this year while waiting uni and see the outcome...


Hiu pui ser is a monster.




Potatoes are great! =)

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♥ Wednesday, June 25, 2008♥

I seriously need to be brave... i only have a chance...


I know you will guide me along...to somewhere where i belong...


I need some your STRENGTH...

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